我是一只风筝

我是一只风筝


我是一只
自由自在
在天空飞翔
的断线风筝？


还是无时无刻
被你牢牢地牵着
的一只风筝？


飞得高
就以为自己
摆脱了你


回头一看
原来
我还是被你牵着走


可悲、可悲

确定？还是．．．

确定已经把他
彻彻底底地
给忘了吗？

还是不想让自己
再次挑起
心中刚平息的涟漪？

不想让自己
再次卷入
那无底的漩涡？

不想让自己
再次潜入
那无氧的深海？

不想让自己
再次回到
那失落的角落？

不想让自己
再次砌起
那破碎的心？

如果．．．对不起，没有如果

如果...
你能在太阳还未升起前
把天上的星星给摘下
那就够了

可是，没有如果
就算太阳永远不会升起
星星依然摘不到


如果...
你能在彩虹还未消失前
把它给画下
那就够了

可是，没有如果
就算你捕捉住那霎那间的美丽
彩虹最终还是消失了


如果...
你能在海水还未干枯前
把那贝壳给捡起
那就够了

可是，没有如果
就算你将贝壳给捡起了
海水是永远不会干枯的


如果...
你能在樱花还未掉落前
把它送给我
那就够了

可是，没有如果
就算你送了给我
樱花的灿烂也只有那短短的数天


如果...
你能在火车还未启程前
清楚知道你要到哪一站
那就够了

可是，没有如果
就算你知道你的目的地
上错了车是永远到不了的


如果...
你能在这星球自我毁灭前
明白我对你的感觉
那就够了

可是，没有如果
就算你明白了
你也永远感觉不到我的感觉

you will never know...

she sang you the song
the song that you love
I can as well
sing you that song
but what do you know
you will never know...


you will never know...
how misery I am when you leave without saying goodbye
how despair I am when you never talk to me
how many lonely nights I was there for myself
how many times I have cried because of you
and just because of you


you will never know...
I waited for you
no matter how late
no matter how tire
no matter how long
I will wait for you


you will never know...
how I wish I can be the one
that together with you 'til the end of the world
how I wish I can be the one
that give you the happiness of the entire world
how I wish I can be the one
that you love even for 1 minute


you will never know...
the touch of struggling
every single day
taking steps with no journey
singing songs with no melody
saying words with no meaning
putting smiles with no joy


you will never know...
with the ache when I wanted to forget you
with the hope when I wanted to continue loving you


you will never know...
you will never know...

距｜离

你就像星星一样
那么近
那么远
看得到
摸不着

也许星星就是那样
捉不到
会不甘心
捉到了
却弄脏了手

距离美
是我给它的名字

但你知道吗
我宁愿
弄脏我的手
甚至弄疼我的手
也要有着那牢牢的真实感
把你捧在手心
握在心头

我不要
只能远远地
站在这星球
遥望着你
那遥远的星

it's too late...

you look at me and smile
trying to tell me that she is just a friend
but I can sense
there is more than friend between you and her

I feel insecure
it's getting more and more
day by day...

the whole world know it
know how I feel towards you
but you just don't...
and you never really care
how hurt I am

when you say "we"
there is no longer a room to fit me in
there is no longer you and me...

even you never say
but I know
she's special to you...
it's all my fault
I love you too much
and now
is too late to know that...

习惯

习惯是一种坏习惯

习惯每天有你的问候
习惯每天有你的鼓励
习惯每天有你伴着我赶报告

习惯夜深了你赶我去睡觉
习惯你会心疼当我被人欺负
习惯你会担心当我没好好用餐

习惯有你的日子


习惯是一种坏习惯
没有了你
还真得不习惯

日子变得难熬
生活变得混乱
学业变得糟糕
脾气变得无常
思路变得古怪


习惯是一种坏习惯
一种戒不掉的习惯

-untitled-

Why do you think she's waiting for him?
She confessed herself, thinking and with such high hopes that you felt the same too.
It took all her guts to utter those words to you.
It took you no guts to reject her, letting her hopes die.
After she thought she had moved on, you tell her something that pulled her back again.
After she threw herself at you for the second time, you ignored her ...for the second time.
If you are unsure of what you really want, why hurt her ?


Do you think that you're worth the wait?
Do you think that you're worth the pain?
Do you seriously think that you're worth her tears?
I don't. No one does. Except for her.
She refers to you as her strength.
She refers to you as her shield.
She puts false hope high to only then be left feeling completely torn apart.
She has let herself down... for you. Who are you? .......
You can't even provide an answer for that, can you?
It's sad that you can't make up your mind on what you want.
And because of that, she's hurting. Waiting for you to maybe... change your mind?

CREDITs : -lyNettetaN- *muaks

唯一能拥有的幸福

应该感到幸运
至少心还在跳动
也许我所能拥有的
唯一幸福
就是每天清晨起床
承受着心的刺痛


心会痛
证明还活着


幸福和我
真的很不熟
它唯一能给我的
就只有这样
多希望它不会嫌弃我


我可悲么？
我可怜么？
不　不　不
至少
我还能感受到
那一阵一阵的刺痛

你走后的第二天

穿梭在来来往往的人群中
寻找着那熟悉的脸孔
虽然已经知道
比任何人都知道
你是绝对不会出现
但
始终还是不由自主地
一直、一直在寻找


不停地在骂自己
笨蛋、傻瓜
就是戒不掉
戒不掉对你的思念


朋友的一句话
残酷地、狠狠地惊醒了
沉浸在那不真实世界的我
无法接受也拒绝接受
但，人生不就如此吗
真实并残酷


也许此刻的我
是时候离开那不属于
我和他的范特西

我只是个平凡的女生

棒！
是我给自己的称赞
因为成功将自己的弱点
给藏起来
让他看见
嘴角依旧挂着那纯纯的笑

傻！
是我给自己的一个教训
我可以不必那么的勇敢
我可以坦然地将心里的感受表现出来
因为我不是谁
我只是个平凡的女生