迷路的羊

轻轻的听

静静的看

慢慢的感受

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你听到什么了吗？

还是看到了什么什么？

然后又感觉到了吗？

我看不见[TA]

有时我听不见[TA]

更常常感受不到[TA]

但是我还是相信[TA]

因为没有人比[TA]更了解我

所以小羊会慢慢地走
不管路有多崎岖
不管路有多漫长
不管天晴或阴天
小羊会一直一直
一天一天一点一点
找到那片草原

面具

昨天的笑脸
你今天忘了戴吗？
太多面具
让你乱了吗？

教你一个方法
把所有的面具
都换成笑脸
这样不就行了吗？
聪明呗

your fairy tales

are you the cinderella?
or you are the fairy godmother?
for me...
i think im the mouse that always give support to cinderella
and always listen to her even though i cant help anythg 'cause out of my ability
or sometimes... i will become the fairy godmother
that help cinderella whenever she needs me

so... cinderella(s) out there
if you have any problems...
please come and find me ^^
im 24hours on call
why?
because i dont have my fairy tales...
i dont own it
even i have it
i will never be the cinderella XD
im the mouse... remember?
or the fairy godmother that knows how to sing
"Sala-gadoola-menchicka-boo-la
Bibbidi-bobbidi-boo"

把毛拔光光

一只鸟
一只从不离地的鸟
一只永远没有危机意识的鸟
一只眼里不会出现坏人的鸟
就算小朋友把它的羽毛给拔光
就算大人们给它吃的是石头
它总有这样的一种想法
或许下一个遇到的会是好人

91&92

91是单数
92是双数
很简单，对不对？

那91和92的距离
到底有多远呢？
是不是只有那区区的1的距离？

我想那距离
没有人比我更清楚吧

MIGRAINE ATTACK!!!

first of all... sorry to zhu, pig and babi... because i cant play badminton with you all...
and thanks to zhu very very much for fetching pig back... T.T

yesterday was a tough day for me...
i had migraine again... and there was once i thought that i might die...
really... it's very very pain... and i cant stand it anymore...
i wonder why i had it...
because i had enough of sleep and i had my meal as well...

after long thoughts...
i have come to a conclusion...
i had migraine is because of my lecturers!!!
why? why? why? you want to know why... why? because...
first... my constitutional law lecturer is a mat black.. and it's hard to understand his english okay
and my legal methods lecturer is a pakistani if i'm not mistaken and his english is 'fantastic' too
i have to be super extra triple focus during class just to understand what they are saying
luckily malaysia legal system and contract law lecturer are not like that...
if not... at the end of this sem... i will have a new accent...
which is the malaysia-black-pakistan-british english accent (what is that =.=)
(btw i like the "orang putih" lecturer... he is CUTE!!! i like old people~~ ^^)


Quote: 有时候不需要逞强，不舒服就要吃药，啊不然头痛药是要拿来干嘛啊
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p/s: 原来冰箱里有头痛药 >"<

雨

嘀..嗒..嘀..嗒..
下雨了

*深呼吸

嗯...就是这个味道

我喜欢的味道

超人之聚会

多久没有这样子熬夜？
严格来说，不是熬夜
是没有睡
本小姐可是连考试都没有熬夜的噢
可见你们的魅力是多么的大
可以令我整夜不睡


也许会有人觉得我们疯了
一整晚不睡觉
可是大家能聚在一起的机会
真的真的真的不多了
不过我还是有信心可以达到8次 ^^


一整晚都没睡
我们到底在干嘛呢
就是没做什么
一直讲不停罢了
可是好像还讲不够叻


有些话来不及说
有些话不好意思说
就这里说啦


multralgal:
听包小姐说你几天都没有笑噢
我们一来到你就很开心
听了我也感动了一下下
原来我们在你心中
是酱厉害的
不过你要照顾自己咯
不要一直勉强自己
追求完美，追求100%
适可而止吧
不要把自己搞到101%去
(catwoman也是啊)
有时候我很想把所有的事情
都告诉你
可是又怕怕烦到你
你都懂你的啦
大忙人
可是我真的真的没有把你忽略
你在我的心中也是很有地位一下的哦
(只是怕你会忘了我 o_O)


catwoman:
不要酱感动可以吗？
搞到我也被感动了
可是那份亲切感要keep住久久啦
然后不要一直讲自己没剩多少时间在马来西亚可以吗？
因为你是最后一个飞的叻
放心啦还有机会见面的
还有就是谢谢你咯
虽然你和阿隆一直zat我
可是还是很开心
不是开心你们zat我
是因为很久没有这样的感觉了
再来就是
superman是专属catwoman叫的哦
catwoman和superman要一起拯救世界哦
(很欠打的一句话><)


周子隆:
帮你改了名字一下
比较喜欢这样叫你 ^^
一直讲自己老
我们4个只是想法和现在年轻人不同而已
应该不是老了
(自我安慰一下)
大家认识那么久了
我懂你，你懂我啦
有时候就是这样的
认识越久，越不懂该说什么
也许就是已经太懂了
所以一切尽在不言中
还是一句话
那个XXX考虑的过叻
不过其实你有时候
会让我很感动到想哭
让我觉得你这个朋友没有白交
就像你可以从sms或msn
很简单快速地感觉到我不是很开心
然后就会关心一下我或者包容我的脾气一下
觉得你人好好
搞到我有时候很过意不去
你是特地的是不是？
衰人


最后最后
就是肥肥肥啦
他好像高人给我们启示酱
不过也许他见的人多
自然而然就会看到很多不同的人事物
给了我们很多忠告
觉得有些朋友应该去找找他
或许就能解开心中的结吧
想不通的事也会想通
不过肥肥肥好像严肃了很多
也许这次大家有机会坐下
认认真真的聊一些话题吧


-终-

p/s: 这并不完全是超人聚会，因为有一位不是超人，呵呵

good tidings

haha... good tidings...
nope... not yet christmas...
but for those who is concerned...
this might be a good news... ;)

*eh-hem*

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STOP!! STOP!! STOP!!





*eh-hem*





READY???





ARE YOU SURE???










cant you be more patient a bit??





ok ok... stop playing around ^^










READY



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I'M STAYING ^^

又来了，乱乱想了

我想做自己的主人
想不顾一切跟随自己的心
但同时考虑了很多很多因素
同时不想让别人操心

为什么这样难的
我很想尽快作出个决定
因为再这样下去



我...


是会


疯


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成绩好像放榜了
到底考得怎样？
我好像没有勇气去面对
还没去看
能不能去旅行？
真的很难讲
讨厌自己了

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Quote:我只是没有得到机会而已，我只是没有找到自己的目标而已，我绝对是认真的人 - 崔汉杰

你在忙哦？

msn好多路人甲噢
怎么都不见你在线呢
你总该上来说说话啊


看到你在线了
等着等着你来和我说话
但你给我的通常都只是失望
已经1个星期没和你说话了
你在忙吗？
没什么
只是想告诉你
我...突然很想很想你

我老了么？

我老了么？我好像老了。我老了！
总觉得自己老了，原因不是因为我生日变老
是因为最近总爱“想当年”，忆起了好多人事物
再加上最近遇到好多朋友，很久不见的朋友
就忽然间，“想当年”起来了
想想幼儿园的朋友，想想小学到中学的同学
又想想教会的朋友，营会认识的朋友等等
不知不觉就觉得自己老了
因为只有老人家才会“想当年”
再想想师长们，不在人世的长辈
我真的老了！
“想当年”许多美好的回忆
唉~岁月不饶人哦
大家要珍惜哦

我，真的老了><

what will it be this time?

what is this? hehe... this is a bear... yeap
this is my favourite soft toy... and it has a name
it's name is hooli mooli ^^ (mama always call it wooli wooli ><)
and it is going to be 4years old this coming august
why is it so special?
because... it is the ever first soft toy from papa (from what i remember)
when i was a kid, papa never bought any soft toy for us
but... when i was 15 that year he went london
he bought soft toy for us instead of giving us pounds...
but i love it! very very much...
whenever i go... i will bring it along
yes... even when i was in NS!!

and this is hugo... it is a monkey
as you can see it is hanging on the door knob
this is of course also from papa...
we think that he falls in love on buying us soft toys
hugo is 2 years old this year
papa bought this when he went for apec at vietnam in 2006

and this is two two
well again... it is also from papa
he bought this last year when he went to australia
two two is forever 24/7 in my car
well if you have a chance to sit my car
try to search for two two... hehe
but do not think that you can find two two
at the back seats
well two two is a koala bear
so find at some extraordinary place ^^

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well... i wonder what papa will bring back this time...
he is now at ishykawa, komatsu...
could it be soft toys again?? or should i ask him to buy kimono?? ^^
we shall see tomorrow
nah... anything will do... as long as it is from papa... im happy already~~~

变变变

今天是特别的日子，是第100天哦
什么什么100天？自己去想答案咯
看回这100天所写的日记
觉得自己像一条鱼离开了水
除了挣扎还是挣扎
也有一点觉得像在逆行手扶梯
有时想放弃，随着手扶梯而行
有时又想试着努力，到达顶端
自己看了都有点顶不顺自己


今天原本打算去eye on malaysia 的
可是因为某些原因计划取消
然后就相约朋友去海边
但最后临时改变计划
因为天空好想要哭了
最后去了喝茶
喝了咖啡导致现在还睡不着


最后的最后
问题还是没有答案
希望有一天我能有知道答案的权利
离开你以后，不管过多久
心里还是会有那么一扇窗
是留给你的

想对 [NI] 说

想对 [NI] 说声“谢谢”
当全世界只剩下黑暗
是 [NI] 给了我光明
点亮了我的生命
[NI] 聆听我每一个心跳
[NI] 擦干我每一滴眼泪
[NI] 让我有个依靠


想对 [NI] 说声“对不起”
一次又一次
我离开了 [NI]
但每当我回头转向 [NI]
一次又一次
[NI] 依然展开双臂
紧紧地拥抱我


想对 [NI] 说声“我爱 [NI] ”
因为 [NI] 永远都那么地爱我
因为 [NI] 的爱，使我有勇气面对这世界
因为 [NI] 的爱，我知道我不是一个人

o_O

was reading my short stories just now... and i felt something
for once i thought that i feel dizzy and going to faint anytime
but i know and i experienced this once before and now the second time
yes, it is not that I'm feeling sick or uncomfortable
it is the aftershock of earthquake at north sumatra

i can feel it here in malacca
strong and shaky for quite a few seconds... maybe 10
how about those in indonesia?
God, please have mercy on us
we are all sinners and we have done great sins
and yet we did not repent
it offended YOU and YOU are punishing us now

God, please have mercy on us

7月会回来吗？

昨晚应该是今年最后一次一起吃晚饭吧
昨晚也应该是今年最后一次一起喝茶吧
虽然没有机会四个人一起挤车
有一点小遗憾
但是大家笨蛋来，笨蛋去
番薯来，番薯去（特别是扮芒果的番薯）
还真的很开心一下


今早无法送你啦 （因为下午有考试）
也没有起床送你出门（太早了，4点叻><)
所以你要自己保重啦 不要再像小孩子一样了
吃饱了，还要扮飞机一下 会吓跑病人的

7月会回来吗？><

irreplaceable

I could still remember that day
it was nearly 4years ago... around june... and it was a saturday afternoon
you were waiting for me outside my school... I had came out late
but you never grumble or complain
but something terrible happened on me... I was crying that time
in a very terrible way I can say
I entered your car... and I still remember your expression
you looked worry and wanted to know what happened to me
"who bullied you?" "who scolded you?"
I cry and cry and could not answer your question
I shaked my head
and I know you are in great worry


I was in great stress that time!!
concert in 2 weeks time, piano exam in 1 month time,
pra pmr in 2 months time, and of course
the real pmr exam in another 4 months time
I don't want to let papa and teachers down that time
I also don't want to let you down
as you put high hopes on me also
I had dropped from 2nd class to 3rd class
yes people... please believe it
papa was so disappointed and he warned me
"don't you try to embarrass me again!"


but that's not the main point here
the main point is
you were there for me when I got nobody
and I know
you will always be there for me when I need someone
I dare not to imagine
what will happen to me if someday you leave me

no doubt you will leave me someday but can I refuse to accept this fact? ><

when was the last time I made you a card?
which I used to
when was the last time I gave you a flower?
which I used to
when was the last time I call you?
when was the last time I hug you?
sorry ><
I can't remember
it has been a long long time ago
but that doesn't mean that I don't love you!


I know
I have made you suffer
before I was born
as you carried me for 9 months
and you have to celebrate chinese new year in hospital that time
I have made you suffer
soon after I was born
due to some health problem
you travel back and forth to hospital
and I know
I will continue making you suffer
as I'm now studying and I need lots and tons of money><
but I promise you
I will lessen your burden
and try hard to be a better daughter


just want to tell you that
you are IRREPLACEABLE
you will always be my cute and silly HAMA~~
HAPPY belated MOTHERS' DAY!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

-from your naughty daughter-

until that... I will be there

wake me when your heart needs company...
take my hand when you feel lonely...
turn to me when you need somebody...
because 'til time runs out
I will be there for you forever


let me be the one to glow in front of you...
let me be the first to know everything about you...
and let me be the last to go away from you...
because 'til air runs out
I will be there for you forever

忘／记

羡慕她
就像小鱼儿
羡慕飞鸟一样
能在空中飞

但是
亲爱的小鱼儿
你忘了
海底还藏着
许多秘密
等待着你
去探索、去发现、去体会

过去的
不能从来
现有的
应该珍惜
不去羡慕别人
因为你有你的世界