nothing much to hope on

what happen if what you think is not what actually happened?

i've made a big mistake
a HUGE one
T_T
*slapping myself harder and harder*
how can i made such a mistake?
dad has been giving us lecture on what he experienced again and again
and yet i made this mistake
but things cannot be undone
that's the bad thing about life
it's a one way ticket

lesson learnt?
definitely a Y-E-S