这...一点都不好玩

每吸一口气，
就像是把自己从死亡边缘紧紧地拉回来
每吸一口气，
就像是在世上吸入最后一口气一样
好像在逆行手扶梯一样，
努力挣扎再挣扎
视线慢慢没有了焦点，
模糊...
渐渐地听不到周围的声音
只剩下微弱的心跳声
dup... dup... dup... dup...
我什么也做不到，
只有向祂说话，
“让我活下去，我要活下去”
绝对不能放弃
想起刚刚闪过的画面
真的把我给拉回来
心也揪了一下
呼~还好现在没事了

天啊~我是想要点刺激，
但这未免也太刺激了吧，
虽然这不是第一次

门里有个心

今天真爽啊睡到10点多
很久都没有这样睡得这么爽了
原本早上要去seminar的可是最后还是放弃了
因为还没把资料看完，实在是太多了
哇，我真的很久没有update了喔
但基本上也没什么特别的事情发生吧
每天都过着同样的日子
读case做report学法文
偶尔上上班看看书
虽然家里有astro可是也没什么节目吸引我
所以我说我要刺激啊
这种乏味的日子我想谁都不想要吧
真的难过哦～

囧

我需要刺激...
找个人来
激下我叻

20th

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~

thanks to my family~

thanks to my friends:
ultragirl (forever im 10days older than you)
catwoman (dont forget our promise)
sei zai bao (wish me gong hei fatt choi =.=)
peh hwa (thanks for the present~ i'll try my best finish it)
sook ee (same birthday! happy birthday to you too!)
jason tan (i'll remember your birthday dont worry)
wendy (a lunch date is okay for me)
francis (where's my starbuck coffee)
joanna
sze shee
matthew
hanyu
liying
ying xin
miao chien
wan wei
rosanne
fifi
katherina
winnie
the rock (i've forgotten your real name ><)
shao hang (you are 1 year older than me :P)
the lovely couple-david and iimk
the swine family-pig, zhu, babi and kambing

for those who are late, please come early next year LOL just kidding

i will remember you, will you remember me?

>_< grr~

if i didnt answer your calls...
please do not think that i do that purposely
it's just that my phone is in the auto-silent mode
means something wrong with the phone that it mute itself..
ish... i hate my phone for being so high tech =.=
is it time to get a new phone? *sigh

even alarm also no sound =.=