boxing day =)

morning everyone~~
it's boxing day!!!!
it's time for me to sit beside the christmas tree
and unwrap all the present in my sock.


thankiu BGCMC
thankiu uncle steven and pastor joyce
thankiu ruby
thankiu lynette
and thankiu kaichoy
and thanks for all the christmas wishes =)
hug you all die die.


but most of all. thankiu Jesus.
You are the best christmas present


im grateful and thankful for everything.
im blessed =)

在我的地盘，你有信心吗？

我已经为我自己建好了城墙
把心门给关上了


来吧～攻打我吧战士


希望你可以将我击败
让我能有勇气和信心
踏出我的城堡
不再自我保护
和你携手面对未来


加油！勇敢的战士

一言难尽·受宠若惊·不知所措

水晶球的外表看似那么的刚硬
却在一掉地的那一瞬间
完全破碎，脆弱得很


破碎的水晶球是无法还原的
就算勉强将碎片一片一片地砌上
外表还是会有裂痕


每当看到那裂痕满满的水晶球
它像一次又一次地，不断提醒我
从此以后
我不许再爱水晶球了


它是脆弱的
而我是没有勇气的
也是害怕的

=)

lalala~
good for you.
and good for me
and for everybody

although i dont know who make you do that.
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

ignore me =.=

不要逼我骂出口

"No Response from Application Web Server"

-line of the day-


"F5"

-button of the day-



AND YOU STILL DARE TO ASK IT FEES FROM US
GND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

大错特错

不想把自己的错
变成别人的错

也不想把别人的错
当成别人的错

不管是别人的错还是自己的错
永远都是我的错

千错万错
都是我的错

imagine

a song could mean a lot of thing...

images or people come across your mind

when you heard a song that mean something to you

when the song plays

you came across my mind

imagine.

if you know what i mean. =)

it's a song that carries a lot of meaning/memory

to me, to you and to us.

PTSD

1st thing:
thank GOD nothing happen to me and my brother
and luckily i'm not alone

2nd thing:
overcome the PTSD
although it wasn't the 1st time i experience this

opp. nevermind. hello. shut up.

opp. i should have posted this 2 weeks ago.

nevermind. it's never too late.

hello. tuesday got Human Rights mid term

shut up. this is non of your business.

exactly. so you should go to sleep now.

wakaka~ when one gets too stress. this is what will happen.

it happens too after one faces the Human Rights notes for a long period.

W_W

*cough

am i always have to be this tough?

no dear.

but no one is there for me. =(

im here =)

uncountable lost

2months x 4weeks = 8weeks

8weeks x RM100 = RM800

Total lost: RM800 ??

∞

if you see this girl can you tell me where is she

im looking for this girl

a baby girl?

oh no. definitely not.

any description of this girl?

she loves to smile =)

no doubt. i can see from this picture.

the sweetest thing about her is the smile

any other information?

all i can remember is her lovely smile

so when was the last time you see her?

i cant remember. could it be last year?

are you sure she is missing?

yes. i cant see her smile anymore.

so she is missing or just the smile?

the only thing i can say is i miss her smile

so how can i help you?

let me know when this smiling girl is back

超级无敌不爽你

请你不要再用你那粗俗的嘴和我说话
对不起，我不是在抬高自己
我没有很高尚
但至少我知道在什么时候什么场合
应该说些什么话
或许应该这么说
有些话，是不能说的


但有时候我觉得
你永远都会是你


*对不起~阿诗，我不是故意生气的
我无端端被人爆粗
我真得有一点不平衡
而且忽然之间有那么多的事情必须处理
真得有点让我抓狂
对不起~~~~~~~~~~~~

pancakes.mashmallow.chocopie.honeystars

oh i love you

who? me?

more and more

day by day?

more than peanut butter

peanut butter?

more than ice cream

yummy~

oh i love you

you did?

yes i do

picture of the day

the point is not that i can have lunch with dr. M

the point is i get to meet you guys over there. ^^

but too bad hari is not with us =(

true true

"this girl ah.. anything is much more important than study"

how true is this statement?
i couldnt tell
but i think it's 99% true =)

toe-nail-less

so doc, is it gonna be pain?

oh no. i just want to see is it come out totally

without giving my time to get ready.
she pull out my nail already
i shall leave the rest for you to imagine. =)

-the end-


p/s: no heels or shoes for the next 6months. sigh~
cant dance also? shit.

dear all superheroes

S.O.S

神啊~你是站在我这边的. 是吧？

小时候有位韩国来的牧师
她说我是一颗开心果
但慢慢的开心果好像不见了
换了个懂得体谅别人的小妹
但体谅人的小妹总觉得自己被人利用去了
今天小妹才发现
原来她是上帝派来的天使
是来保护家人的

***********************************************************

我很有可能会在这次的考试被当掉一科或两科
可是我相信
不论我是以超人的身份
或是天使的角色
我都应该保护人类
像叮当一样伸出圆手（援手）

***********************************************************

他在那头唱歌
而我却像只热锅上的蚂蚁
焦虑.担心
但我现在唯一能做的
也只是祷告救主帮助了

快了

吃药是一粒一粒慢慢的
吃一粒送一口水
就算是吃摇头丸
也是一粒一粒慢慢吃的

我现在就好像
摇头丸的贩卖商
被警察抓包了
把整包的摇头丸往嘴里塞
快吐白沫了

地球人恐惧症

和他说着说着

不听话的眼泪就这样

.
.
.
.

我害怕这个恐怖的世界

超人想离开地球

我怕.我真的怕

kepada kucing wanita yang ku kasihi

aku dah mula rindu ko sebelun ko pergi
ko kena merinduku semasa di UK tau?
kena "simpan dalam sentuh" tau?
jangan lupa kita semua orang walaupun dah ada awek tau?

打x

被人拒绝
就像开刀忘了打麻醉药
我懂...
所以现在帮你打针
也只是想让你习惯这一点点的痛
要是到时候真得忘了打麻醉药
你也不会觉得很痛

p/s: 我和笔先生没有很熟..真的

let it all down

i left approximately 14days to prepare for my final
so... i've decided.
i shall not online during these 14days.
AND PLEASE DONT EVER TRY TO CONTACT ME ABOUT ANYTHING
EXCEPT academic matter
let me free from everything until the end of my last paper.
your cooperation is highly appreciated.
thankiu and that's all.


p/s: please shut up if you are just making things worse
if you thought that the stress that im having now is not great enough
feel free to add more.
BUT BEAR YOUR OWN CONSEQUENCES

NIGHT~ ALL THE BEST! and GOOD LUCK
see you guys in the final


where's the end of the world that i can run to?

就这样我飞上了天

教我耍心机
教我耍手段
教我耍狠
教我说谎
教我演戏
好吗？

这些...我都不会

happy or sad it's still a saturday

so i cut my fringe today
suppose to do it last week.
no big difference.
still the same old me.
kinda sad right?
nah~ there shall be a big difference in 2 years+ time *winks

gosh. coming back to seremban maybe is not a good idea
when i come back. for sure i will eat non stop
and yes. same as today.
sigh~ am i under stress??

have to send my part of tort assignment to cai choy by 1159pm tonight
and guess what?
i havent started at all.
muahaha~ im so dead now
was sleeping the whole afternoon!!
and im going out for dinner later.
my sister came back from sibu.
going to have korean food. lalala~
bi bim bap~~~~ yummy~~~

ok folks. i shall start to do my assignment now~
><

我想念家里的那棵芒果树

cai choy. i hope you didnt freak out today
sorry i cannot control myself.
i feel a bit shy now.
shouldnt let this kind of thing happen
but i think i have reach the maximum point.
so your are the unfortunate one.
today was not your lucky day
but it was my lucky day ^^
i only get to present for 1 minute. *or less than 1 minute.
and she never bombard me~
and finally im done with my criminal assignment~
i would admit that it was a last minute work =(
sorry to my group members~
and now left ONLY tort assignment which i have no idea how to start as well
hmm. nevermind. i shall figure it out tomorrow
it's late now~ cinderella suppose to sleep at 12 but now is already 1.09am
so goodnight everyone. have a sweet nice dream~ ^^ *hug

我可以画一个圈把自己关在里面

让自己叹气叹到不够气

我可以画一个圈当作是完美句点
让自己笑到嘴巴裂开来

太用力想逃脱
到最后挣脱不了也逃脱不了
太用力去思索
到最后所想都无法成的了真
太过用力却不知所措
到最后不知所措所以退缩了

夹死苍蝇比赛，我第一

鸵鸟面对敌人时是不开心的
甚至可以用“害怕”这两个字
*笨蛋，鸵鸟遇到敌人当然是害怕的 =.=
所以她选择把头钻进泥土里
选择做逃兵，像约拿
虽然是逃兵但她快乐

鸵鸟岂不知道
应该勇敢面对敌人
其实她可以转向敌人
把敌人给啄死
可是她不相信自己的能力
反而开始害怕敌人手中的那把刀

现在的她
就像一支没有了心的蜡烛
就算再多的火柴
没了信心
她无法发光发热

100种生活

小姐，请你退到一旁

什么事？

我要向你开出罚单

我犯了什么错？

没什么，只是超载了

超载？我一个人叻

喔，是你的负能量超载了

不可能，你怎么会发现

你当大家是白痴哦？谁也看得出好吗

求求你不要啦～

不行，你严重影响世界的正负能量平衡

我不接受

再来你严重影响超人的正常生活

呜～那惩罚是什么？

要你好好休息一天

超人的生活本来就不正常
每天不是飞天就是救人
哪有正常啊？
害我无缘无故被开罚单
有够衰的

请你搞清楚自己的岗位

做为学生的
重点请放在学业好吗？
功课学业还没能掌握就别想其他的事了
不要在浪费钱后又抱怨没钱用
我想这一切都是你的自作自受吧
别怨天尤人了


做为老师的
不要把我们的生活复杂化
不要讲一套做一套
不不，你是讲两套！帅到爆
真的浪费大家的时间


做为家人的
应该互相扶持而不是互相讽刺吧
亲爱的，如果我决定搬出去
就表示我已经感觉不到爱和温暖了
这个地方成不了我的避风港


做为学姐的
请问你立的是什么心肠？讲～
学长学姐不是应该帮助学弟学妹的吗？
好让事情变得容易简单上手
怎么你却制造更多的麻烦和问题？*气


做为朋友的
请你尊重你的朋友
若真的是朋友
不要在背后搞那么多的小动作
你让人很讨厌你/无法对你有好感


做为副将的
你的责任是帮忙主将
而不是把主将推开然后自己当上主将
而且请尊重你的主将
若你真的认为自己有能力
好，我不阻碍你的前途，我走
潇潇洒洒毫不犹豫不负责任不顾以切前因后果
我走


做为敌人的
不要让我瞧不起你
不是一直在生气的吗？
不是很有骨气打算一辈子不和我说话的吗？
怎么现在需要我又回来找我？
为何不抱着你的骨气和你过一生？

简单的

可不可以把烦恼全装进冰箱
可不可以把眼泪都冲进马桶
可不可以把生气埋在泥土里
可不可以把无奈藏在箱子里
可不可以把快乐全放进口袋
可以不可以？=(


只是想睡个好眠
这种简简单单的幸福
真的有那么难？
平静的生活就只维持了那么短短的一天
*咦？有一天这么长哦？不是只有短短的几小时而已？


最近的哭点烦恼点气点无奈点都很低
怎么快乐点却偏偏这么高
高到我踮起脚尖也触碰不到
看来我得买梯子了

where to begin?

where should i begin?
here or there?
to the left or right?
i hate life when it comes to a point
where i need to make a decision
i couldnt make up my mind easily
i would wonder what will happen if i turn left?
would it be the same if i've choose the right turn from the beginning?
God, please show me the way


first class of tomorrow will be misai's class
why his emergency leave is not on tuesday but wednesday?
"why.. why.. why.."
"you you you you you and you"
"tell me.. why"


i hope everything will be fine tomorrow.

feel it

When I sing, feel the song that with no melody

When I dance, feel the move that with no soul
When I cry, feel the pain behind my tears
When I laugh, feel the sorrow behind my lovely smile
When I walk, feel the fear behind those steps
When I sleep, feel the worry that last in my head

But when I look at YOU, feel nothing...
nothing but my love to YOU

一碗芝士锔饭+一杯摩卡咖啡+一杯黄梨冰的时间

和老朋友聚一聚这感觉其实真的不错
或许真的很害怕
在不久之后大家想聚一聚也没机会了

说穿了其实我是有一点不想呆在家
再来就是这班朋友不会让我想起烦恼的事
大家就是出来吹吹水，八一八
但就是这些简单的见面
我...珍惜～

猫女郎～还剩8次哦
虽然我知道应该是很难达到
可是我会尽力的～

超人其实也想找个人来依偎

你愿意借我你的肩膀吗？

不再是乖宝宝

对！我就是没去上课
怎样？不给是不是？

对！我就是每天很迟才回家
怎样？你不爽是不是？

对！我吃饱饭没事做特地上KL
怎样？你吹么？

对！我就是没有领导能力
怎样？你又有吗？

对！我没有办法撑下去了
怎样？你又能吗？

对！我就是这种不负责任的人
怎样？你是不是以为我这样子会过得很好？

对！我不再是你眼里的乖宝宝了
怎样？现在是怎样？
现在是不可以这样是不是？
现在是我错完对不对？
现在是我没得声出对不对？
现在是你最厉害对不对？

the prawn behind the stone

"udang di sebalik batu"

pernahkah anda dengar pepatah ini?
sampai hari ini
barulah aku tahu
rupa-rupanya bukan sahaja ada udang di sebalik batu ini
jangan sangka cuma ada udang kecil di belakang batu ini
ada lagi ketam besar yang suka mengepit orang
bukan sahaja ketam
ada juga ikan yu yang suka gigit orang
selain daripada itu, ada sampah yang busuk juga
kesimpulannya
udang adalah kawan kepada ketam, ikan yu dan sampah.

这样的人那里找？

在我伤心难过时他擦干我的泪
也只有他明白我的心情
在我疲惫困乏时他让我依靠
也只有他永远张开双手紧紧抱着我
在我孤独寂寞时他陪伴着我
也只有他永远不会离开我
在我缺乏自信时他用他的话语安慰我
也只有他有能力安抚我受伤的灵
在我困苦哀痛时他成了我的避风港
也只有他的膀背能让我安然休息
在我失落无助时他点燃了希望
也只有他能创造奇迹
在我绝望无心时他为我开路
也只有他所预备的路我愿意走下去


或许我真的应该将所有的重担
都交托给他
让他来解决我的难题
但我想我更应该在我喜乐时
和他分享我的快乐
我想让他知道
因为有他我才能活下去
我的生命才算完整
我得到了最大的安慰与祝福

我想我需要时间沉淀

what will happen after this?

i used to own the smile
that everyone would envy about it
but now i've lost it
to whom? i wish i know

i used to laugh with all my heart out
that everyone would look at me and wonder what's wrong with me
but how can i laugh when i dont even own a smile?

i used to have the life with no worry
people would call me the happy-go-lucky girl
but now they come forward and ask me "where is she?"
the girl that always put on a smile and brighten up their day

i used to have the heart to believe
believe that this is a world that full with love and peace
but after knowing the truth behind
it would be hard for me to love you and you and you

all i want is just a simple life
a life that i can laugh truly from my heart
a life that i can sleep without worries
a life that i can think everything but not you
a life that i can live without my tears

她其实是谁？

她不是当年7岁的小女孩
不说“我不干了”这些话
她知道一旦将责任扛起了就难以卸下
她只能硬着头皮继续走完这条路


她不是一位魔术师
不能“咻”的把烦恼变不见
她晓得烦恼不是垃圾可以让垃圾车载走
她只能默默地载着那无形的“力”


她也不是耍杂技的
无法避免在耍杂技时受伤
她明白自己的能力在哪但情况所逼
她只能舔着自己的伤口过日子


她更加不是大家口中所说的超人
没有办法在遇到氪气石时自救
她深知道自己有责任拯救世界
她只好继续穿着那红色披风

this is not me

am i bad?

i really wanted to help you
but sorry i couldn't
my heart asked me to
but i hesitated when i walked near to you
because i know it clearly that by doing this
it might bring to you some illusion
im afraid it is not what you want at the end
i might hurt you and let you down

please~ do not think that im a bad girl

她是谁？

她是个魔术师
将黑色白色紫色蓝色绿色红色
全藏在皮囊里
拿出黄色给大家
只想让每个人感受她的快乐
你喜欢吗？


她是个耍杂技的
吞剑吞火全不是问题
就算是吞大象应该也没问题@_@
你开心吗？

我要快乐！
但我的委屈和谁诉说？

超人也会生病？

超人终于倒了
发高烧了
也许这是个让超人休息的好机会
但肩上的重担
我还是放不下
实在是太多太多的事情等待着我去处理
@_@

man of steel has finally become tin milo.
such a sad news.

静

与其说
天将降大任于斯人
更不若说
破屋又遭连夜雨

叹叹唉～

taking it off

=(
im taking it off today.
-the end-

*im worry. what should i do?
go see doc =.=

mid term break! *i dont think so

lalala~~ im having my mid term break now.
1month? lalala~~ in your dream.
1 week only. =(
actually im still abit blur at this moment
why? because now is week7 and i start to have my break
kinda dont know what i've done within this 7weeks
and what i've learn during this 7weeks.
haha. i only know that last few days got 3 mid term papers


well..lots of thing to be done within this holiday
lalala~ i have 1 memorial and 4 assignments to finish
mooting, islamic, tort, family, criminal
ahh... not to forget criminal mid term is coming after mid term break


then i have to bring my flying kancil for car maintainance
and air cond.
shit la. means have to spend money again. @_@
and i have to get myself another pair of specs
cannot see clearly with the one im having now
hate my life~~
ahh.. need to go for body check. and my dentist appointment
lalala~~~
where got so much of time?


eeee. have i mention about the camp?
i still got a OC/WC camp at PD this friday until sunday
and my friend's wedding is on saturday
lalala~~~ superman will fly to cyberview and fly back to PD


omg. still have to practice cello.
that day rehearsal is ok. but need to polish to make it become perfect
hope so. O_O
*man of steel will melt someday


omg so wordy this post. ok la. ignore it. bye~
have to start my misyar now.

15 cent

im left with only 15cent
*no kidding it's real
have to ask money from mum :s
im broke T_T


i hate kl life
was stuck in the traffic jam for 2hours plus plus plus plus yesterday
it's just a 5min distance and yet we end up using 2hours plus plus plus plus to reach there
im kinda impress with kl people
how can they live in such a city?
i will be crazy mad if i have to go through this
E-VER-RY-SING-GLE-DAY!
well. luckily im not staying there.
feel like my lungs are filled with all the dust now
and my skin is covered with layers of dirt


well. im not stupid FYI
i know there will be road blocks and
but yesterday was my friend's wedding rehearsal
so i have no choice but to go cyber
and after that we went to the bridal shop
then here comes the traffic jam
!@##@$#$@%#$%^%^#%
cant blame anyone
i have to take my laptop from my aunt
so have to meet her at bukit jalil
ok. long story cut short straight to the point
-->I hate kl life. the end. full stop.


shall end this post with some photos taken yesterday at cyberview lodge
PHOTOS~ CLICK HERE
*it's a nice place ^^ can have your wedding shooting there.

curl no more

nice? i like it very much =)
credits to hippo ^^
for the photo and the hair
she curled it for me yesterday!
thanks dear. i appreciate it very much *hugsSs

but it has now become a memory~ =(
can we do it again next time?

ding dong bell

who wants santa i've got my grandma...

but sorry to say. both of my grandma had passed away
thus, desperately i need my santa
by the way. where is santa huh?
why santa only appears during christmas?
cant he just drop by my place and "ho ho ho" me?
*emo+sad+wondering-where-is-santa

but maybe santa is just a santa
he is not God
just like man of steel/tin milo/woman aluminium is just ...
that doesnt make her a God

*cant wait for tomorrow makan makan
hope that food can cheer up my day.
gosh. havent do criminal tutorial =(
lecturers are to make our life miserable
and yes they have achieve their objective

解药

我喝下了你藏在微笑里的毒药
我找不到任何的解药
我该往何处逃离你的微笑？
哦~真的没有人知道


你的肩膀不是我所能依靠
因为你身上遗留着她的味道
就算日子有多么的难熬
你那宽厚的膀背我真的不能要


你的关心不是我真正的需要
少了你我的世界一样美妙
我是否应该就这样掉头走掉？
不再让自己重复着那一种调调

ultragirl fly to perth

finally superman met ultragirl.
though it's not even 1 hour
but superman is very happy because at last
they met.

and superman is very happy to know that
ultragirl is touched by the gift that superman made
even though it's not something costly
but it's something special and full with their memories.
*ultragirl bring it all to perth ^^v yeah!

not much for superman to say here
it will be endless days and nights for superman to talk to ultragirl ^^
so cut short and straight to the point.
all the best to you ultragirl.
superman cant wait for the day you coming back
*start counting days now. 4months left~

p/s: man of steel will soon become tin milo. 3papers coming up and yet tin milo havent study at all

that's the end of it

so i plugged in the pendrive...

and so i right click

and then i click on "format..."

and "start"

"WARNING: Formatting will erase ALL data on this disk.
To format the disk, click OK. To quit, click CANCEL"

without hesitation i click "ok" again

"format complete"

finally i format the pendrive
which contained lots of memory of us.
but i guess that's the end of it. =) cheers

斋戒月到了噢？

是不饿？
还是饿过头？
还是没食欲？

我从起床那一刻
到现在为止
还没吃过任何东西
T_T

请问现在是斋戒月吗？

不好好照顾自己辛苦的是谁？自己咯

哦，原来是这样

地球表面有一层很厚很厚 的地壳，
平时岩浆被地壳紧紧紧紧地包着
从不想让他们窜出来

但有时候
有些地方的地壳比较薄弱，
受到压力的时候，岩浆就会从这里冲了出来

就这样，火山爆发了

new record!

superman is really a superman today
she is busy saving the world debate
since sunday morning until now.
she is awake.
means she has not sleep for the last 36hours
this is definitely a new record!
and since yesterday 8pm until today 6.30am
she was in campus all the time!

and now. after more than 36hours of sleepless day and night
she still need to finish her proposal by 12 midnight

superman is really a superman today

我要巧克力

就算心里有多么的喜欢吃糖果
我绝对不会抢别人手中的糖果
我也不会像小朋友一样大哭大闹



也许是时候改吃巧克力咯

小心有蛀牙

像小孩般地喜欢糖果
但当别人请我吃糖时
我却客气地说声“谢谢”
然后拒绝他给的糖
虽然心里很想吃糖
可是不明白为什么还是拒绝了
是不喜欢他手上的糖吗？
但如果没试过，又怎么知道自己喜不喜欢呢？
还是我在等着笔先生的糖果？


猫女郎建议
不如把全部的糖果都收下
但不要每一颗糖果都吃
因为会长蛀牙
只是舔一舔每一颗糖
如果喜欢它的味道
才整颗给它吃下去
如果不喜欢就把它们退回去@.@
可是这样的话
给糖果的人会不会很伤心呢？

请问笔先生你有没有给我你的糖果呢？
还是那只是外层的糖果纸？

there was sign

there was sign showing that
it's a wrong decision to skip je o ng's class today
we almost bump into him

wrong decision to skip class today
because he is going to take attendance for today's lecture
=.= of all lectures. he choose to take today's attendance.
BAGUS~

Mr Pen

它将会成为一个熟悉的背影

我开始感到不安
不断地寻找它
而且是不知觉的
*slap slap
我想我们还是保持距离的好

Mr. Pen, thanks for the pen.

you surprise me

sweet! i got a letter from grasshopper ^^
it's not old fashion my dear. i like to receive letter ^^
so write to me more. =.=
ok maybe dont because the postal fee is not cheap.

我真的没事

放下不代表放开
释放不代表释怀

“我没事”是世界上最容易出卖你的一句话
越说没事其实越有事

当我把你关在门外
不是我不让你进来
只是我认为外面还有更适合你的世界

捉迷藏我不喜欢
我不喜欢追着别人跑
也不喜欢被人追
让我们停止这游戏吧

3

a number that curse

if you know what im saying
you will truly absolutely utterly strongly undoubtly totally completely agree with me
aye?

他vs我

你ok吗？

我看起来像有事吗？

超级有事的look咯

我ok啊

感觉到你在逃避

不是逃避啦只是不想面对

=.=这还不算是逃避

我不想把所有的责任推向它们

你现在想怎样？

没有办法确定自己的心想怎样

那就跟着感觉走吧

重点来了.我没感觉怎么走

你是不是失去信心了？

我是没有信心

你是不是失去勇气再一次去相信？

我是没有勇气

你是不是害怕？

我是害怕

你可不可以不要我问一句你答一句

可以

=.=

剪不断理还乱

各位英雄*
请不要为了拯救地球
而忘了一些更重要的事
超人祝福你们～


原本有很多话想说
但不知该从何开始
所以还是忘了吧

*咸蛋女超人例外因为她有咸蛋超人了.超人也例外

updates*

so today i've started my new semester new year
taking 6 subjects this semester
cant believe that im in gamma year, which is 2nd year of degree


so last thursday was the day of judgement
aka the day my result come out
i passed all subjects!
it's a bit unbelievable and my cgpa gone up abit
well. i really thank God that He listen my prayer.
and i hope that i can keep it up and do better this semester *crossing fingers
*nkc. we have a deal. and i remember it. when you want to claim from me your meal?


i went out on a date with myself
1st time watching movie alone
i watched night at the museum 2
everything is fine despite that there is 2 pakcik sitting beside me
but i enjoyed the time i spent in cinema and starbuck with myself ^^


oh ya. one more thing.
i've become "ah moi" kurang upaya sementara
this is what happened last saturday during family camp at tiara beach resort, pd
i sprain my ankle.
dont ask why or how i fell and get injured
'cos even i also dont know. @.@
the only thing that i know is i was walking and i thought that i've overcross the stone
but just on the spot that i thought that i've overcross
the next second im on the floor already
T_T and i didnt even know that i was bleeding
i can only feel that my ankle is very very very pain
ok. now it has become pig's leg.O.O
and it's very itchy!!!
i dont think i can go to the camp this saturday.
i hope i cannot go. hahahaha.

life is full with disappointment
you made me feel like an idiot.

tomorrow

can you feel my itchy-ness?

why eveytime he can see me but i cant? ><

aeiou

为什么要告诉我这件事
我很努力在忘记咯
虽然我知道不久后我必须面对
可是我现在已经很烦了
真的很烦了
烦到可以唱林晓培的《烦》了
可以不可以不要让我更烦

我想我还是去睡觉好
或许醒来后
我会好过点

又来了

本小姐今天又发挥了她的独门功夫
就是...







花大钱
但在花大钱之前她当然必须省小钱啦
不然钱从天空掉下来哦？
嗯～前前后后总共花了350元吧
应该不会很过分啦吼？





今天该做的事没做-->老板娘去旅行我没得剪头发
不应该做的就做足咯-->花钱
买了很多东西一下






可是呵
有一点点不甘心咯
因为其实有些东西可以不用酱贵的
吼～～～算了
买了就不要后悔！
不过我还会再叫爸帮我买一些东西
那里又是一笔了
天哪～这个假期还真的用了不少钱
光是车子就一笔了还好妈帮我付一半
咦～有人还没有还我钱
几时才会再见面啊阿公？
到时候我应该忘得一干二净了吧
酱阿公你不是很赚？

p/s: 假期要完了 T_T 怎么办？

i dreamed a dream

this is not about susan boyle
i know she is very popular recently
but this aint about her

i had a bad dream or i should say a NIGHTMARE?
i FAILED my contract paper in that dream!!!
i repeat : I FAILED MY PAPER!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG *scream scream!!!!
RUN RUN RUN!!!!!
chup * it's just a dream. =.=
this is the first time i wish that my dream will not comes true


*holidays are boring and meaningless, especially without you and you and you and you and you~

which one? =.=

is it the one who sit on the bench with her?
or
is it the one who hold her hand?
or
is it the one who make her heart beat?
or
is it the one who sit in front of her?
or
is it the one who always sms with her?
or
is it the one who always chat with her?
or
is it the one who can read her mind?
or
is it the one that cant speak proper english?
or
is it the one that see her whenever she is?
or
is it the one who make her blush?

better

And no matter what the day is... If you're here it's better.

And no matter what the day is... With you here.. it's better

You* make things better

*you = grasshopper, sing hui, ultragirl, catwoman, long

im in pieces

Only people who care gets hurt
agree? aye!

who is your friend?
and what's the definition of "friend"?

some say that friend is just a person that you meet everyday in class/school
some say that friend is just a person that you need them to fill in your time
some say that friend is just a tool to get more friend or become famous
...
for me. friend is really a friend
=.= what am i saying la.
what i mean is that a friend is the one whom you can share all your things with
they are the one whom you will keep in your heart. deeeeeeeep inside
they are the one whom you really care about them. hmm. at least i CARE.
they are the one whom you will wonder how have they been when they are not around you
...

only people who care will get hurt
maybe, for you, a friend is not what i mentioned above
a friend maybe is just a nobody to you
they are more than a somebody to me

you know what. people loves to leave without saying goodbye
and i hate it. and i mean it
i get hurt when you just left and without saying goodbye T_T
can you at least inform me?
i will be hanging there and clueless and emo and feel like killing myself
so next time. please let me know when you are leaving
you can choose not to tell anybody but you must tell me 'k?
take care my dear 老公仔

可以不可以

他在我的世界像太阳
我在他的世界像彩虹
上帝，请把我的太阳还给我




考完试了不会做啊~有可能要重考><
今天赶紧捉紧时间补帮朋友庆生
现在超累的，从4点一直到现在@.@
真想来个睡到自然醒
但看来我没有享受的权利
明天要开工
原本只是去找牙医罢了
可是好像得去帮忙Nancy
不过没关系啦有钱拿的嘿嘿
你说我应不应该留下来不要回芙蓉？
我想有人会把我给斩了
而且有很多事要办呐T.T
老爸就好啦可以和纳吉去中国
我也想去叻~~~~


p/s: 我比较喜欢卓文萱的版本
pp/s: 我不知道原来那是这么悲惨的故事
ppp/s: 我才发现我很常嘟嘴呐
pppp/s: 他没有看到我呐 =(
ppppp/s: *你有完没完啊？*好啦最后一次了我要睡觉了

nothing much to hope on

what happen if what you think is not what actually happened?

i've made a big mistake
a HUGE one
T_T
*slapping myself harder and harder*
how can i made such a mistake?
dad has been giving us lecture on what he experienced again and again
and yet i made this mistake
but things cannot be undone
that's the bad thing about life
it's a one way ticket

lesson learnt?
definitely a Y-E-S

im finish.

im not in law library today!
why?? why? why???
.
.
.
.
.
.
'cos finish exam!!!!! yay!! jumping around with joy
yea. in your dream =.=
it's just because i give up on studying consti ^^
lalala.
.
.
.
.
are you mad? insane? or brain damaged?
im not that crazy.
i just need a new environment to study
going to law library continuously for 3 weeks is enough for me
so me n lynette went to a few places today...
to study
seriously. we are studying. okay
from dim sum shop --> mc donalds --> coffee bean --> secret recipe --> lyn's house
dont ask why we go so many places.
shh shh shh
read andrew harding's book until wanna become crazy
and the more i read the more i pek cet.
fed up with malaysia *sigh
(cannot talk too much here. later ISA. shh...)

after consti still got legal system.
im so tire now. not physically but mentally
*sigh. seriously have the feeling of giving up
shut. someone will skin me.

*i hope santa is here. then i can make a wish.
jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way~~~~
where's my santa? =(

有些事，可以自然到这种的程度

期待和珍惜每一次和你相见（真的）
因为你总是带给我惊喜和快乐
今天的你也不例外^^

我还以为真的会不见不散
因为我很努力地在寻找你
怎么知道你已经站在那里了
我很差劲呐怎么都没看到你啊

唉~为什么你每次都可以这么轻易地从人海中把我给认出来
但我却常常看不见你呢 T_T
对不起，下次我会把眼睛睁得大大的
确保自己看得到你
下一次将会是我先把你的名字给叫出来

老地方见?

不见不散

哈？

不·见·不·散

哈？

不~见~不~散~

什么啦？哪里有人酱约人的. 时间地点什么都没讲

我们心灵相通嘛

你确定？如果不通呢？

一定通的. 在上次遇见的地方咯

哦？时间叻？

不需要啦. 我们有缘就会见到的

如果没有缘的话，酱不是真的不见不散？

不会的. 我有信心

你的信心会换来我的脚酸吧

相信我. 一定会见到的

哦. （半信半疑中）

i'm lovin' it. i'm lovin' it? yucks.

i've been awake since 3.45am
hmm. 12 hours...
been study very very hard for today's paper - contract law 2.
at least i've done my best?
since last 2 week, the only subject that i study is contract
im not kidding. everyday from 9am to 6pm contract contract and contract
aih

today morning went mc donalds and study because library is not open this early
went through everything. and memorise it.
but at the end. of course not 100% can remember when enter the exam venue
*what is the case name? i can only remember something about swimming pool. ><
omg. which section to apply? shit la. is it valid or not for the restraint? dilemma~


i just hope that i can pass for this subject
i dont want to take supplementary paper
but is it possible to pass? that's a question that everyone's been asking
since we get our mid term result?
it's hard to say. whether can pass or not.
it's like a 50-50 situation. because i dont really know what's my coursework marks
not to mention that i failed my mid term. *sigh
it's a mystery that is to be unfold... 2weeks later.


should i go back seremban later?
shad is going back. and i can follow him. since our house is so babi near.
but what if i go back and no one is at home
that will not make my day happier and yet it will cause me more emo.
die loh.


saturday will be my french paper. should be no problem for that paper
just need to study a bit before exam. that paper is in the afternoon.
hmm. it's just a pass/fail subject. nah. need not to worry
im more concern with constitutional law and malaysian legal system
haha. tell you something. i havent touch anything on legal system.
*you all haven't started you all wanna die ah?!?!?!?!?
see la. wanna die ah? somemore i didnt really pay attention during class.
if you know my lecturer, you will know why.
a good student like me also never pay attention to what she's talking
her voice is monotone! how to listen.
should be thankful that at least i didnt get hynotise by her loh.
and to make it worse. i got no text book or reference book on that subject.
die la. this time really die. aih.
*still thinking wanna go back seremban or not...

i think i've lost my discharge notes.
how la to study during sem break?
need to prepare for the worst
what happen if i really fail?

crap all the way~

嗯～充电后要做什么呢小朋友？

当然是玩耍啦

不不不
小朋友不要忘记
你后天有考试哦
所以你现在必须开始复习了
=( 不可以玩一下么？
一下？一下下？不可以哦？
好啦我去温习了
那你也是不可以去玩哦
要等我考完试才一起去玩 ok?
ok

虽然只有2个小时
但我已经很满足了^^

what a day

today is so so soooooo unproductive.
and i got the feeling that im gonna get migraine.
seriously.
and i hate it
coz tomorrow will be my very first paper for my final
i dont want to screw it up
even though it's an easy paper
but i hope i can get better result to boost my cgpa.
God bless me
i've tried many ways to relax myself.
lynette tried to look for something that i play in her bag
but failed
and she lend me her hp
and it did cheers me up abit hahaha
thanks to nkc
and after that i got bored again
a while later she painted nkc's nail in pink
hahaha. i pity on nkc. he was trying hard to wipe off the nail polish
but failed. hahaha. he even use ruler to scratch it off
wait i show you the photo

can you see the pinky nail?
and we even played poker in the library
see la. so many ways but yet cannot distress me.
later on irshad came in and
he was trying to search for "finger liking good" in youtube
but failed. the results all come out porn wei O.O
and he is using my laptop to search it!
eeewwww dirty up my laptop
hmm. die la. i havent finish reading my notes man.
im so dead now
urgh~~~~ how la.
can i sleep first? then tomorrow early morning i wake up?
hmm. i thought i will get nice dinner today.
but end up eating bak chang. =(
i think i will just drink milo and eat my gardenia
and then sleep.
ok i dont know what im typing now.
good luck to all my friends~~
the war is going to begin.
fight for it!

"dear God, hear my prayer and bless me. amen."

crazy!

yo~ you wont believe this
can you imagine i stay in library since 0900 until 2200 yesterday?
crazy! yea. we all are crazy. but it is dear miss S who makes us crazy
and i havent eat anything since yesterday 1400
crazy! im getting crazier.
....

ohh haiii~~
izz meeE!
lynette heree!!! muahahaha!!
Q is helping me look for source which i can refer to for a certain chapter!
i iz lynette
i iz cute
teehee*
i iz full too! bcos
i just came back from breakfast! yum!!
Q is crazy!! she study from 9am to 10pm last night!
T_______________________T
ok have to continue studying now =(
i havent finish my contract revision
HOWWWW!!!!!
T_______________________T
ma fan!

nvm! going to watch Angels and Demons tonight!!!
muahahahahha!!!

kthankxbye.

....

please ignore lynette. she study til crazy too.
everyone gone crazy this few days.
so people. please stay away from mmu law students.
they will rape you, kill you, insult you, kidnap you, eat you, skin you, chop you, bang you & etc
if you meet them.
so for your own safety. please stay at home!

ok. done with all the craps.
gotta continue my study now.
CONSTITUTIONAL LAW 2
tata~~
may the peace always be with you~

c'est une belle journee

hi people.

im not dead.
or kidnapped
it's just that i got not much to say.
not much to update.
study in library everyday.
seriously. from 0900 to 1800
and it's kinda boring.
but i got no other choice
it's either you see me in gamma
or you see me in supplementary test
or you see me in contract law 2.. again
urgh. and i only started contract law.
others -- UNTOUCHED!
so please forgive me for not updating my blog
im in stress now.
pray for me please~
i dont want to fail. =(
that's all folks. tata~
take care everyone~
and bless me~ so that God will bless you XD
*hugsSss

im emo now and dont ask why

1234567我的朋友就是你

人啊
总是说的比做的容易
总是缺乏信心
总是举棋不定
总是忘了那些道理
我是人,所以我也一样
不知该怎么办的时候就只好求神帮助
其他的我都不想去思考了


谢谢咸蛋女超人分享我的喜乐和忧愁

my interpretation

i would be a terrible judge =(
because im bad in interpretating..
you know me.
most of the time i interpret things wrong.

最近天气很热，真的

双颊发热，微微泛红

干吗？

请问你是在不好意思吗？

我不知道呐

有没有搞错喔？

没有搞错，我真的不懂

是啦，听我的准没错

最近天气热啦

不是啦

是啦

这样吵也不是办法

酱你想怎样？

明天看看你的脸还会不会红咯

=.=

不要问我啦我真的不懂

i am depress now.

i need something to brighten me up~

"lynette, where is my ondeh ondeh?"

he is a gay T.T

yippie!! ^^

yippie~~~ im done with my contract presentation~~~
at first im kinda sad because i've prepared to present in class
but she called the other to present first
i wanna present first. T.T so that after that i will have nothing to worry on
but nevermind. at the end i do it in her room.
she was nice to me. no question for me. kinda relief now. hee
but sad also because thanks to nehal (my ex-boyfriend LOL)
we need to complete another extra assignment.
and that extra assignment worth only 2marks.
so pointless. with or without that 2marks...
it makes no different.
and finals are coming soon. real soon. left only 2-3weeks.
and i havent really started doing my revision!!
i think i better start now. (or wait for next week la heh?)
ah~~ almost forgotten. i still have french presentation this thursday!!
i wanna go back SEREMBAN la~~~~~~~

friday and saturday

BGD 306 flying kancil landed safely on platform 3363

did you know what time i reach seremban?
3.57am. and please do not think that i wake up at 2am and drive back
i was awake since friday 7am until saturday 4am
i went for BBQ yesterday with all the world debate oc
and after that we went for dreambox
and it's already 11pm at that time
what is more is that they even ask us to go yamcha after karaoke
OMG. i have to drive back seremban. so i just send yi yong back to ixora
and go back seremban together with hoon shi. it's 2.45am that time
and surprisingly i use only 45minutes to reach seremban exit
i sent hoon shi back to bukit galena and went home safely
all the streets are like empty.. no car at all!! first time in seremban
mum was surprise that i came back so early
she asked me what is the time but i just act stupid and ignore that question
because i dont want her to worry. haha

and guess what time i wake up today..
7am. and i thought it's already 8am
yea. due to what i've gone through recently. i was quite worry that i will be late
so i get up and prepare and drive to senawang giant to meet up IRSHAD
we want to take photos of seremban for our french presentation
but i was so hungry. and you know la when you didnt get enough of sleep...
food is what can satisfy you ^^
so i went to mcdonald and buy my breakfast
who knows when irshad reach giant he said that he wants to eat mcbreakfast too
haha. we should have said to meet up at mcdonalds instead of giant
anyway after breakfast i drive to his house and park my car there
and then only i found out that he's house is very near to my house
then after that off we go visit around seremban
2 serembans visit seremban =.=

we went to the state library (the previous 1),
lake garden where we walked like hell because the garden is so damn bloody big
and i was afraid that there is crocodile or alligator in the lake =.=,
state mosque where irshad almost stepped on a little tiny snake,
ktm, terminal 1 & 2,
church of visitation, quil, state museum, jusco, state court
we went all these places are just to take photos
and of course when we were at jusco we went to starbuck and buy drinks and chat there
haha. actually it only takes less than 5minutes to take the photo
but we ended up staying there for 1hour plus
and i met some friends there

ok. that's all for today. i wanna take my lunch now. hungry~
and after that i shall act like a dead body. sleep as long as i like. yeah!
bonne journee

HAHAHAHAHA i hope you will laugh like this

this is what happened just now..

as usual. i drove to campus. i parked my car at the student carpark.
i walked to the lif and reached 3rd floor.
so i entered my calss. CLC R 3013.
once i entered the class. first thing that popped into my mind.
"wow. everyone is so punctual. it's not time yet and they are already here."

but... everyone is looking at me.
"hmm.. something is wrong.."
so i faster get a seat.

ME: eh. why is everyone looking at me?
SF: coz class finished.
ME: what? im only late for 5minutes. (look at my watch and suddenly i realised class start at 9am)
!@##%#%^ i thought class start at 10am! what's wrong with me.
my mind set the time that i have to leave home at 9.30am @.@ and reach campus punctual

i didnt woke up late today. i woke up at 8am. i have enough time to get ready and go for class.
hahahaha. i wonder what's wrong with me. seriously. im kinda blur nowadays.
that similar situation happened during my contract law mid term exam.
i know the exam is only 1hour and i have 2 part of question need to be answered. it starts at 10am and ends at 11am.
and what happen is i can still tell myself "ok. do 1st question until 1045." =.= "you will have extra 15 min for part b."
and that really happened. and i used 15min for my part b during the exam. @#$%! btw i failed that paper. get 13/30.
ok. that's all for now. hope you enjoy laughing at me.

my confirmation on easter sunday

why is good friday being named as good friday?

is it because it is good?
eventually.. it is not.. that's the worst friday of a year
and why is that sunday is called easter sunday?
why is that saturday has no special name?
in fact.. that saturday is the day the disciples suffer the unbearable pain
we cannot imagine the pain as we have known the result
Jesus has risen from death..
and there shall be no more fear for us

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*i cant remember how many times i said "yes, i do"

*reverend drew a cross on my forehead.

congratulations to me.. ^^

it's all about french.

Un jour, je vais à l’école. Je suis en retard pour la classe de français. Je gare ma voiture et me précipite pour la classe.

Après classe…

H: Veux-tu déjeuner ?

G: Je veux le Wilson Chicken Rice.

H: Ok, allons-y.

G : Où est ta voiture ?

H : Elle est dans le parking.

(G et H marchent au parking et cherchent voiture)

H : Je me rappelle le parc d’I ma voiture ici.

G : Ahh ! Tu as perdu ta voiture !!! Es-tu sûr ta voiture est ici ?

H : Oui ! Elle est ici. Pourquoi n’est-elle pas ici ? Ce n’est pas grave. C’est juste une voiture.

G : Non, nous devons las trouver.

(Marcher du parking pour trouver la voiture)

H : Elle est perdu !

Q : Bonjour ! Je suis Q. Puis-je vous aider ?

G : Mon ami a perdu sa voiture.

Q : Quel modèle est votre voiture ?

G : Ferrari ! Elle est une voiture très chère.

Q : Très chère. Quelle est la couleur de votre voiture ?

G : Elle est rouge.

Q : Quel est le numéro du matricule de la voiture ?

G : Err… Hey, quel est le numéro du matricule de ta voiture ? Je ne sais pas.

H : Ferrari 77. Oublie la voiture. J’ai faim.

G : Elle est une voiture !

H : Oui, elle est juste une voiture.

Q : Néanmoins avez-vous besoin de mon aide ?

H : Non.

G : Oui !

Q : Oui ou non ? Veuillez ne pas perdre mon temps. Êtes-vous sûr vous de garez votre voiture ici ? Est-ce possible vous garez votre voiture en dehors de campus ?

G : Réfléchis bien.

H : Ok. Je me rappelle maintenant.

G : Où garez-vous votre voiture ?

H : Je la gare extérieur campus. Allons-y. Partons et mangeons. J’ai faim.

cant understand eh?? that's my french drama.
basically we sound like french and pro. miss nolwenn like it.
but we dont really know what we are saying. XD
it's abit rush actually. when we entered the classroom. it's already our turn to present.
yea. we haven't sit down yet. but she let us rest a while then only present.
we were so scared because kat said that miss was angry with those who came late.
but luckily her mood is great that night. hee.
finally. now just left the french presentation.
yup. it's all about french. wish me luck.

p/s:marie isabella katherine jennifer jenny. bila u mau bincang tu?
mana video tu yang kau tangkap tadi? jgn kau post kat youtube tu. i warn u.