not a good day

well.. today is not a good day for me..
everything goes wrong or not that smooth
i just came back from seremban...
and here's the un-smooth thing happen..
almost reaching my place that time the bus turn into a dont know where junction O_O
and i've started to worry.. but luckily sf is free~
and she saves my day by picking me up from sentral and send me back...
and i reach home safely.. so i attempt to register my subjects for next sem
ta-daa... i can register it and i havent meet my AA
speechless because no assessment from AA no registration allow
and i can register.. >"<
ya.. dont forget the purpose i come back today...
JUST TO MEET MY AA...
ah ha.. remember.. my AA is unreachable too
he will not reply your sms, pick up your call..
email is always delivery failure and he is not in whenever you go to his room..
waste my energy come back
but that's not all...
em-em-yew system is sucks too
cannot register for legal methods 2 and co curriculum
we need to register it during a specific day -.-"
see.. all these can cause you a bad mood
and im in a bad mood now.. *sigh

beware~i will complain you die die later

we are still young and cute ^^

yesterday night was my very first primary school gathering

the only thing i can say is we are still young even after 7 years~ XD
^^ im happy that 15 of us can gather again
even the other 28 were not there with us
but it's better than what i've expected
i hope you guys enjoy the time we spent yersterday
lots of memory came into my mind last night
sweet memory~~


thanks to: jiayi, yen fun, chia chee, olivia, chuan,
melvin(goh), wai how, melvin(wong), zhen, long, wan ping and andy
*liying and peijie were not in the photo~

mixed

it's very excited...
and it's also very sad to found out this fact...

im now mixed with excitement and sadness
what should i do???


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今天的我

今天他第一次称赞我是个好学生
我...啼笑皆非
自认还不是个很好的学生...还在尽力当中


今天我再一次体会到她真的不适合我
我...无言以对
因了解而分开？对不起，我真的受不了了


今天我竟然被他一眼识破我并没有在躲避大耳窿
我...以笑代过
没什么好解释..或许故事太复杂了..还是不要教坏无邪的他好


今天我不尽被我省小钱花大钱的功力给震撼住了
我...口袋空空
不到2小时就用了5张50令吉纸钞...主啊~请你原谅我

做做数学习题吧~ 5张50令吉纸钞是多少钱呢？

busy week

wondering where i've gone?
no where... im just too busy to update my blog
from monday to friday
with drama, mid term exam and assignment which we only have 1 week to complete
due to our smart and brilliant lecturer who gave us the topic last week
and now left 1 presentation and assignment *phew
i cant go back seremban to attend my 5B gathering T_T
sorry guys.. i haven't finish my work

this weekend i will be reading cases and cases
that's tiring man...
i hope i can finish everything and enjoy my xmas holiday~
"i'm dreaming of a white christmas~~"
>"< after xmas is final exam O.o

I WANT A BREAK~~~where's the kit kat?

H for happy

it's not even xmas until 2weeks later

it's not even new year until 3weeks later

it's not even chinese new year until 6weeks later

and it's not even my birthday until 8weeks later

but...

thanks mummy~ *muaks

im in super duper extra happy

it's coming

guess what im doing just now?
nah... of course not reading cyberlaw notes..
im setting up my xmas treeeeeeeeee!!
yeah~ xmas is coming in 2weeks time...

"jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock
jingle bells swing and jingle bells ring"

dear santa, i've been a very very good girl this year.. >.-
please make my wish come true~


sigh.. tomorrow got exam T_T

ordinary day

well.. i've been posting quite a number of chinese entries
it's time for me to write something in english to feed my other readers ^^

hmm... nothing much to say...
2nd semester is a short semester
and it is now half of the semester already...
everything come and go without you realising it
time flies at its speed of 10000000000km/h
yeap... extra fast
in the up coming weeks
i will be busy for mid term exam
presentation and assignment
and of course final exam~ gosh i hate it
it's like i just started my 2nd semester
and it's time for final already
what to do... that's the characteristic of short semester
come and go like nobody business... uh-huh
and im in for the law mooting committee...
guess i will be busy... not a bad thing though
at least can learn something because next year will be our turn to organise it

and after all the lectures and tutorials and exams and presentations and assignments (damn a lot right?)
but still...I GOT NO HOLIDAY!!! T_T no more lang tengah trip
i have to work at my aunt's office... this will be my very 1st time of working
please do not laugh.. i know most of you have been working for an uncountable-time...
i will be working as a part time but not a student attachment
and i wont be doing anything relating to law but ACCOUNTING~
XD or =.=? you choose it...

我忘了学会这些

小时候...
妈咪教我
“害人之心不可有”
但是妈咪忘了教我
“防人之心不可无”

小时候...
妈咪也教我
跌倒了别害怕
只要拍拍身上的尘
学会站起来就好了
但是妈咪忘了告诉我
伤口会流血肉会疼
有时还会留下疤痕

小时候...
妈咪教我
“吃得苦中苦，方为人上人”
可是妈咪又忘了告诉我
人上人其实是寂寞的

小时候...
妈咪也有教我
做人要努力不懈
“一份耕耘，一份收获”
可是妈咪又忘了教我
“休息是为了走更长远的路”

小时候...
妈咪教我
凡是谢恩
“感谢神，赐路旁玫瑰...
感谢神，玫瑰有刺...
感谢神，凄凉秋景...”
但是妈咪忘了教我
除了凡事谢恩
还得凡事包容
凡事相信
凡事盼望
还有凡事忍耐

不懂

我们不属于我们
我们只属于你们
他们不曾提起我们
你们没有人懂的他们

没有讯号
飞来了
没有通知
飞走了
就像燕子（但不是轻盈的）

突然间
我们你们他们
都
不见了
在哪里？
在心里
我们你们他们
都
骗不了

看得懂我算你厉害

就这样

你问我还痛吗？
只能告诉你说我在努力中
还需要一点时间
“一点”的定义是多久
我无法正确的告诉你
请耐心等待直到那一天
我会再一次把它开启的
在这之前就用其他方法来联系吧

虽然横条是还不错
但我最爱的还是格子

恭喜哦^^

恭喜老板开张大吉呀

祝你生意兴隆啊
没想到来得这么突然啊
我看我得去收惊啦~哈哈~
但我真的很高兴..
老板有了自己的店要好好打理哦
不要做亏本生意
在此献上我的祝福啦


可惜啊老板开店成功
另一家店要倒闭咯
没生意嘛~每天拍苍蝇
怎么做得下去呢？
还是早点收档吧
不然要一直被奸商骗吗？


p/s: 今天的蜜瓜和茉莉花茶不错哦老板
也要谢谢老板愿意和我这位顾客聊天^^
愿意分享老板的喜事
记得以后有什么生意上的问题
可以来找我哦

很搞笑对吧？嘻~ 老板应该也在偷笑吧

芭娜娜？香蕉？

我有那么像香蕉人咩？


芬: OK，现在我们全部人回去找这个这个... （还没有讲完）
SH: 等一下，她（指着我）会听吗？
我: 哦，不用担心..我会听我会听..我是受华文教育的
SH: 哦，我还以为你不会听叻~因为你每次都讲英文


我真的有那么像芭娜娜人呵？
SH不是第一个酱讲的咯
上次Winnie和Kelly好像也是以为我不会中文的
连玲也以为我是受英文教育的
难道我的华语不够标准？
看来我得用中国大陆腔了
>< 懊恼-ing~

天·哪

哟~最近很闷也没心情

发生了一些事...

相信到底是怎么一回事呢？
选择相信自己的眼睛还是耳朵？
还是自己的心呢？
为什么世界上会有分这么多种不同的人呢？
为什么不能只有好人和坏人？
但是要怎么去定义好和坏
这又是另一个伤脑筋的问题了


唉~怎么办
没心情读书了啦
剩下大约5个星期而已
刚刚翻了一下我的planner
发现下个星期有考试
tick tock tick tock...

天哪~我在搞什么鬼
如果没有看到的话
到时候我肯定又是死翘翘的了
就像这样

脑子一片空白答不出

好想好想躲进世界的角落

虚伪的你

原来你真的可以让我很生气的喔
为什么在说别人之前
不先看看自己呢？
其实不只我们拿不定主意
你自己也和我们一样
她也一样好吗
相处了这么久
你真的真的很虚伪咯
在她面前可以搂搂抱抱
看似和她的感情很好
转个身也可以背着她告诉我们你有多不爽她讨厌她
和你在一起的她其实也一样
或许这就是所谓的
物以类聚人以群分？
虚伪的人都在一起
祝你好运
小心有一天她也一样出卖你

p/s:你让我越来越不喜欢你了 :'(

what's going wrong?

im having a sucky weekend
despite from my eldest sis came back and we watched madagascar2
that's the only 2 hours that make me happy
others are just sucks
yeah.. sucks to the max

aunts came seremban
and that's the thing that kills me
and make my weekend sucks like this

can you stand when someone keep on nagging at you?
and she got only one point to argue with you?
and her point is irrelevant
and she keep on repeating
that's annoying...
and i cant stand it and straight away tell her to stop.. it's enough.. we get the point
*i sounds rude.. but if nobody stop her...
she'll just continue until the end of the world... trust me

i've told you that i know how to take care the lenses
how to wash the lenses and the do's and dont's
so please stop nagging me
it's like a mosquito
no... hundreds of mosquito flying around your ears
damn irritating

if you ask me something
please take the answer that i give you and trust it
if im not sure i will tell you that im not sure and will not give you an answer
if you do not trust me then please ask others
i hate it when you ask me and you doubt my answer

im not God by the way
i cant control everything
can you blame me when the waiter give you a cup of coffee when you actually ordered tea?
can you blame me when the lecturers cancel classes?
can you blame me when there is heavy traffic?
tell me... can you blame on me for all these?

God give you mouth is for you to ask
gosh... ask before you touch people's stuff can?
im standing right beside her and she can just open my wardrobe as if that's her wardrobe
and flip through all the clothes inside it as if that's her clothes
what the hell is going wrong?
that's my room and my wardrobe and my clothes for you information!

can you imagine i have to take all this within this 2 days..
man... and i cant say anything... *zip zip zip...
kill me please just kill me!

p/s: madagascar2 is funny... i like king julien... haha 'cause he is 38

超不爽的

不爽不爽不爽不爽不爽！

连续两天处于极度严重不爽的状态
我·忍·你·们~
忍忍忍忍忍~（我又不是忍者 >"<）

接下来的两天
请大家最好尽量远离我
这样就可以减少踩到我的几率
也不用怕我会忍无可忍
乱发飚
而无端端被我骂得狗血淋头

我的忍耐是有限公司

讨厌的H在作祟 :(

我怀念的

刚刚去了三姑家

那里曾经是阿公住的地方
从二楼往一楼走下去的楼梯墙上
都挂满了照片
刚才应该有呆在那里2分钟（还是更久？）
很久都没有看到那些照片了
或许可以这么说
我很久没有看到阿公了


回家时，在路口我看到
一个小女孩和老公公手牵着手
曾几何时
我们也像他们一样
两公孙
手牵手在那条路上走着
那种幸福的感觉
...
好羡慕他们哦


偶尔我还是会忍不住想起你
想起你每次午睡醒来头发翘翘的样子很可爱^^
你戴起老花眼镜看报纸的样子也是可爱的
偶尔还会幻听
听见你咳嗽的声音
听见你走路的步伐声音
想念你煮的饭菜
想起我们常去的咖啡店
你每次都会帮我把奶茶倒入杯碟里
让它没那么烫
现在都没有人这样子和我喝茶了:(


这是阿公最后一次和我庆祝生日
他看起来气色还不错对不对
谁也没想到半年后他就不在了

如果你和我很熟很熟
你应该知道每次当我说起我阿公
我都会控制不了自己T_T...

杀刺凶手就是我

昨天回来
发现一个我最不想发生的事情..
*
*
*
小刺刺死了！
T_T
三个礼拜没有给它喝水
以为它能撑得住
没想到就这样...死了
本来还想给它添个新朋友的...
唉~我很失败
竟然忘记交待哥浇水
我是凶手啊~~~

闪电一直闪、一直闪
它是以为自己是星星？
还是忘了自己只是闪电？

女人，奇怪的动物

女人，一种需要被赞美的动物
女人，一种需要被别人服侍的动物
而我，恰恰就是这类的动物
女人/女孩（我没那么老）...


谢谢今天称赞过我的人
谢谢今天陪我整大半天的人

明天拿报告~紧张-ing~

she is mean

all i can say is that she is mean and cruel
how can she do that to me????
i hate her~~~
hope that i will not see her again
but..
that's impossible

n_n / -_- / T_T ??

RESULT'S OUT!!!

i thought result will be out tomorrow
well... i passed all 4 subjects
but no 1st class for me

that's what i deserve i guess
have to start planning my time now
hope can get better result next time

congrats for those who passed all subjects
and for those who need to sit for supp...
good luck! >.-

destination

竹本君说的没错
我需要的不是一张地图
我需要的只是一个目的地


很多人忙忙碌碌的过日子
我还蛮怀疑
他们真的知道自己所要去的地方吗？
还是大家其实都和我一样
不知道所要去的地方
只是在漫无目的的走啊走的


我不是迷路了
我只是不知道我要到哪里
这应该和迷路不一样吧
祝福我吧
能够早日找到我理想的目的地
加油~

假装忘记

这是我和忠祥刚刚的一小段对话...

忠：全州亚军的得主
我：什么什么亚军？
忠：你忘了？这个舞台啊~你得了全州亚军啊~要上去站站吗？
我：哦~没有啦..可是这舞台已经装修了...没有那种感觉了^^

明明记得很清楚...但我选择...假装忘记
说没有感觉是骗人的
我其实还蛮享受站在舞台上的那个我
不是因为所有的目光都投射在我身上
是因为至少我还能够在那里找到我的自信
至少能证明我还有那么一点点的强项

刚刚我没有走上那个舞台
是没了当初的自信？
还是我怕感触良多？
毕竟...我依然是感性的

replacement of the replacement

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!
since today is a holiday...
i've decided to cook pasta for lunch for my entire family
and i did it all by myself within 1hour
it's better to do it all alone than hoping others to help me
cause it's hopeless XD
dad went to post office and mum went to school
brother is busy maple-ing =.=
and my 2nd sister is still sleeping like a pig =.=
see... better do it myself


after that my sister and i go for movie with friends
we watched high school musical 3 today
to be honest
i never favour this series of movie
not even after i watched it today XD
but i did try to enjoy that movie
overall that movie is still ok
if it is not for the sake of popcorn
i wouldn't watch that movie... haha
cause im the replacement of the replacement

change?!

the only thing that will not change

is change...

i'm bored

I GOT NOTHING TO DO...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
so....
i go through my photo albums
and i found this...

*
*
*
*
*
*
*

wondering who's that girl jumping around here and there like nobody business?
that's just me who get excited when i saw the monkeys =.=

this photo makes me smile everytime i see it
i hope it does the same thing to you XD
cheers ^^

sorry for the quality of the photo
there was no digital cam or whatever cam cam those time
i have to scan this photo to make you smile
so please do not complaint
thankiu~~

神经病

不要误会

不是在讲你
我是在讲自己

果然是神经的
竟然自己讲自己神经
果然病得不轻

我呀一没事干
就开始神经神经的
才第三天假期
我就已经是这样了
我看啊
下次假期还是到我姑姑那边上班
每天关在家
我都发霉了
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为什么没有人来跟我玩的？
只有hooli mooli陪我 :(

please call me "kakak Q"

just came back from the old folks home...
me, swii fern and ze fen went there and visit ruby XD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
no la.. just go there and visit the uncle and aunty
last year we visited them and we promised them we will visit them again
and we did it today
but some of them are not there already T_T


im a kakak today~~
so now... i have to clean my toilet and my room ><
especially my room.. it's cover with dust
have to tidy up my books and notes... it's here and there all over the room
have to wash clothes and iron clothes too... T_T
but luckily i have washing machine
but i got no maid to help me iron clothes
okay.. less talking and more work


MORAL OF THE DAY:
please do not abandon your parents in the old folks home~~
they need your caring

tAggEd

too long didnt update my blog and didnt have time to read others blog
too busy with final until being tagged also dont know

Tagged by NKC...

RULES:_ Pick your birth month._ Bold and colour out anything that doesn't apply to you._ Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months._ Tag 10 people.My month: The Spring FEBRUARY

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves makingfriend s but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literacture and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

I tag:
-nobody- XD

yippie yah yah

im happy that final is over
even though i did not do well in the exam ><


im happy that mum called me today
she did it every time i finish final
even though she is busy but she still remember
it's sweet and it warms my heart on this rainy day*hug


im happy that we are back together again
all the chatting laughing and teasing
i love the moment we spend together

i miss them...

guess what im doing now?

im eating kampung lapan laksa...
yummy~~

it reminds me of my HKU friends...
hmm... i miss them~~~

oh ya..and dont forget pai tee ^^
yummy~~~

im lazy~~~

final is coming... real soon...
and guess what?
whaT? whAt? wHat? What?
Q is not studying~~
seriously.. what she does is just eat sleep and play
she thought she is having raya too
"malaysia is a multiracial country... we must celebrate altogether" says Q
wow... what a good excuse... =.=
she is praying hard that she can get good result during the final
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
in her own sweet dream
is she having great faith in God or herself?
i wonder...

给后知后觉的你

还蛮想告诉你...

“哦？你终于发现咯？”
虽然有一点迟...
嗯~应该可以说是很迟
但至少你还是察觉到了
谢谢你的后知后觉~*45度鞠躬~~

你不讨人厌，只是伤害了人...你不知道
或许你就是那么迟钝？

一点点

长话短说~希望我能做到啦^^

刚刚从马六甲回来...觉得奇怪？以为我在芙蓉？
没有啦～因为表哥结婚所以我回去了..恭喜明远哥哥娶了个漂亮的姑娘（还是习惯明远这个名字）
表哥长时间都在美国工作...应该大概有6、7年吧
直到2、3年前他决定到北京念硕士
就这样认识了现在的表嫂咯
印象中和这位表哥相处的时间还真的不多（因为他长期在美国）
可是有一件事倒让我印象很深刻
那就是他讲鬼故事把我给吓哭了~哈哈XD
不是我怕鬼只是那时我还很小啦
婚礼的照片我没办法发表了
因为我没有相机~所以啊你们应该知道该怎么办了吧 ^^

这个周末卖的特点还不止这样而已
这两天也让我见识了不少东西~

事件（一）：我见识了我爸的驾驶技术
平日老爸驾车已经是没有系上安全带了（理由是警方在捉贼时必须快、快、快=.=）
而且老爸驾车时是单脚的（因为是自动式的车子）
这次更夸张老爸驾车时都不需踩油门的（原因是已经设了时速啦）
不止这样昨天老爸更厉害完全没有在自己的车道上（因为已经醉了）
天啊~你无法想象我坐在车子里是多么的恐惧
老爸脾气又拗，我要驾他又不肯
还好平安无事到家...真是为大家捏了一把冷汗
我说爸，酒后驾驶很危险啊~下次不要这样了

事件（二）：理发师都是骗人的
话说回来~星期六我去剪头发了
原本我只是想修剪前面的刘海...可是连后面也被剪了T.T
我就是这么容易被说服...
那位亲爱的理发师她说要修修后面的头发，而且强调是一点点而已
那我就问问她一点点是几多点
她还是坚持强调一点点是一点点（=.=根本没有回答我的问题）
好啦..那我就让她修
我看她修剪的样子越剪越兴奋越剪越开心
剪啊剪~剪啊剪~剪啊剪~剪啊剪~剪啊剪~（不知道有多少个剪啊剪~）
我心想：完蛋了~一定很短
果然！我再也无法从后面摸到我的长发了...长发变短了
T.T我很想哭（那时候） 可是算了~这样也没有不好
至少我的尾端坏头发被她剪掉了
我的一点点和她的一点点原来相差很多点
我的一点点=1~2公分，她的一点点=1~2寸

BTW... i met MR. GARY during my cousin's wedding today...
yeap... our constitutional law tutor - MR. GARY NG KIT MIN
i think he is my cousin's ex-classmate...
i dint get the chance to take his photo because i dont have a camera

TAGGED =.= again

being tagged again... by RUBY


LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1 a laptop
2 money $
3 time~ i need more time
4 true friend
5 (where got so many presents to wish for?)


LIST OUT THE REASONS FOR YOUR CHOICES:
1 i need it
2 so that i can buy no.1
3 more time for me to prepare for final
4 'cause hard to get
5 -null-


MOST LOVED INVENTION (doesn't have to be technically advanced)
im not a inventor =.=


WHAT DO YOU DESPISE THE MOST:
being TAGGED!!!


6 PEOPLE YOU WANNA TAG:
i dont tag people~~ (how kind am i)

苏打水...好喝

苏打水无色无味无所不在

适合任何口味的饮料
碰上烈酒
可以是爆裂疯狂的
碰上蜂蜜
可以是静谧温软的
苏打水看来总是透明澄净
她高悬的招牌微笑底下
到底快乐的成分有多少？
而心事被稀释了几多？

你永远不会了解她
就像你永远不会了解苏打水需要的
是什么...

Tagged x2

=.= being tagged... by two person.. KC Ng and Ruby Ong


1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
Friends

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
KC: forever in 1 face expression, quiet, likes to read newspaper, can mix with anybody, kind? XD
Ruby: always camwhore, crazy on pink, has scandal with Tawau, always grumble no money, caresses whoever sitting beside her

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
KC: erm...
Ruby: i think is my 19th birthday ^^thanks guys

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
KC: erm... (still thinking answer for question 3)
Ruby: erm...

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
KC: O.O cant imagine
Ruby: it's forbidden in my religion!!

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
i will try to make them become my friend again

7. If she/he become your lover, she has to improve on..
KC: love is about feeling.. cant force
Ruby: Cannot means cannot

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
i have no idea

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
KC: try to hang out with him
Ruby: buy her a camera? but i got no $$

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
they are really kind and can be nominated as best friend of the year

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
weird

12. The character of you for yourself is?
happy go lucky?

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
emo

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
ME, myself.. i've been asked on this question during foundation 1st sem english... and my answer is still the same.. ME ^^

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
thankiu very much~ i know im cute and adorable XD (sorry for being thick face :P)


Ten people to tag :
sorry.. i dont tag people.. so let's just forget about the second part ^^


finally finish answered all the question.. use about 30min... *phew

当我们同在一起

以为可以摆脱
怎么知道
人算不如天算
换来换去转来转去
最后还是在一起

天啊~~~ 我不要啦><
不要不要！

当我们同在一起在一起在一起
当我们同在一起真快乐无比？

越来越习惯这个痛

惨了惨了~~好像慢慢习惯了
习惯了我的偏头痛
就像我的胃痛一样
是好事还是坏事呀？
哎～怎么最近身体这么多病痛呢？

胃病一直是存在的
这个我知道
可是也习惯了
所以当我说“肚子饿”
其实是胃痛
好像已经不知道肚子饿的感觉是什么

现在是偏头痛啦
我又是个不喜欢吃panadol的人
觉得会越来越依靠它
然后服食的分量就越来越多
到最后死撬撬
很恐怖的

15months

after 15months...
today i have to say 'bye' to my 6th pair of shoes...
i have no idea is that i dont know how to wear shoes
or the mmu road problem?
2 high heels, 2 ballet sneakers, 1 slipper and 1 sport shoes...
and for this semester only... this is my 4th pair to throw away...
seriously... im not bluffing
it happens when im half way walking towards FSE
but thanks to babi 'cause help me to take my extra shoes in my car
THANKIU~~~ THANKIU~~ *touching


Moral of the story:
Keep all your shoes in your car... you wouldn't know when you need it


p/s:mummy... i need new shoes... T.T

没月亮的中秋

中秋节快乐~ ^^

中秋节嘛当然要赏月
但是芙蓉下雨呐，没有月亮看
不过不要紧，至少可以一家人团聚
但是还是少了一个 ><
以前阿中秋节有猪笼饼吃的
今年没有了因为往年都是大姐买的
噢～～没有猪笼饼的中秋节
8月15也是另一个日子
就是老妈的生日（农历的）

今天早上也去看了医生
幸好没什么大碍...第二期
如果是第三期我就... @.@
从小到大就是这样
我不体弱但我多病
嗯...还是多病就是等于体弱啊？
哈哈...我不懂啦
总之不照顾好身子辛苦的是自己咯
和麻烦家人咯
唉~又要戒口了，不能吃辣
天啊~~~ 宰了我吧

i need to do something...

72.73%...




below 75%...




i think you know what will happen next...




i need to do something... seriously

still standing~~

how could this happen?!!??!!
thought that i will fail in constitutional law paper
'cause i study chapter 1 only
and during the exam i answered chapter 3 question
yeap... im crazy
but
i passed...
really thank God

i didn't do well in my last sem due to some reason
hope that this sem will be better...
nah... this sem is sucks for me as well...
no mood to study at all
maybe because of the timetable...
FYI... i only have class from wed to fri...
well now less than 1 month to go...
for final... >< scary!!

sigh... im doing my assignment now... T.T
all last minute work... *nyek nyek~~ my style... what to do...
hope that i can finish everything by morning ^^
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haha... at the end i was defeated
i slept at 2 something yesterday... ><

有感觉哦~

刚刚看了一部短片
（制作人是谁就不方便说啦）
我看了后
有感觉哦~


好事还是坏事？
个人认为50-50
哈哈~~~~

almost...

i almost lost it...
something that i cherish very much T.T
why am i so carelss?
how could i lost it?
or is it the destiny to lost it?
is it time to let go everything and
let it comes to an end? *sigh
i wasn't really enjoying my food just now
just wanted to finish everything as fast as i could
so that i trace it...
but i was blessed at the end
thank God~
it comes back to me...
i found it at the road side!!
and i will make sure that i wouldn't lose it again
if not... i will not forgive myself
because that's all i can have

morning everyone^^

well... it's 4 something in the morning now...
morning everyone!!! XD
"hip hip hurray!! cheer people cheer!! clap clap clap!!!"
WHY??
because i've done my BML assignment finally!!
now just have to combine babi's part
then can submit already~~ yeah~~~
i didnt realise that it is this late
until i finished everything and look at the time
wow! damn late now...
so... what you have to do when it's 4am in the morning??
go to sleep?
NO!!!
we should go mc donald and have breakfast!! XD
nah... just kidding... im not that crazy
well... im damn tire now... gotta sleep now
still have to keep some energy for contract assignment X_X
night night~~ or should i say morning?
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2 more assignments to go~~ aza aza!!! p^^q

假期=没假期

今天起床，第一件事
我的脚超痛超酸的~~
原因：昨天走很多路+罚站1.5小时
国庆日上了云顶
*照片迟些会发表在friendster
走了不少路脚已经开始酸了
然后再搭火车回家
太多人了没位子坐所以罚站
这两样足以让你的脚酸过芒果


昨晚也和朋友出去喝茶
遇到了一位很久不见的朋友
大约有3年半吧
但我没上前打招呼
因为怕怕他不认得我了
过后传简讯给他才发现
原来他也有发现我喔
还有一点点安慰，嘻~~
然后大概一点半才回家吧
大家都聊得蛮开心的^^
我应该是太累了，累到麻痹了
3点多才爬上床睡觉

现在觉得假期=没假期
因为在赶assignment，而且是两个哦
可以死翘翘了
下个星期还有1个
我可以死了，而且死得很惨的那一种
这星期MQA的人又要来喔
真的是会搞到你很紧张的咯
MMU的法律系是生是死
就看这次的啦
所以要准备好好来咯
很恐怖叻~~

20 years later...

to those who are concerned...

please remember this date

27 August 2028

我就是这样

面临朋友的背叛
我超不开心
但我选择祝福她

被朋友利用
我不吭声
同时我认命

没做什么却无端端被人骂
我不解也很闷
但我忍了下来

请问我可以生气吗？
但过去的好像没有追究的意义
谁对谁错已经不重要了
因为我已被你们伤害了，谢谢
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我唾弃我鄙视那些用不雅言语的人...

对，就是你，请你对号入座

你惹毛我了！

Tagged

tagged by lynette tan...

10 random facts about me...
=>im 19
=>im right-handed
=>i like autumn
=>i hate mosquito
=>my left foot is 23cm long
=>i have a cactus in my room
=>i like nice food
=>biscuits is what i have now T.T
=>i hate garlic
=>i like tulips

尽量

刚刚被阿猪骂了一下下
也不是骂啦...就是被讲了一下
而且还被她威胁，说
如果我不去检查，她会和其他朋友杯戈我T.T
我知道她是关心我
因为最近我还真的也被自己吓了一下下
更不要说是她了

据说我最近偏头痛还真的不少
一星期大概3次吧...已经是连续2个星期了
再来就是耳鸣，次数也不少
蛮恐怖的...忽然间什么也听不到
然后就只有‘eeeeeeee’的声音

好啦我答应你假期去检查咯，ok？
如果耳鸣和偏头痛还是这样持续发生


Quote: 自己不照顾好自己的身体，辛苦的是谁？辛苦的是自己而已 - Dr. Tang

crazy

haha.. im crazy...
talk to a dog just now..
it was blocking my way to get into the car...

me: excuse me..
dog: *stare at me and didnt move at all
me: excuse me excuse me...
dog: *still didnt move... and didnt have the intention to move also
me: excuse me excuse me excuse me...
at the end.. i just enter the car... and realize that dog cant understand what im talking =.=

and after that...
i wash my flying kancil... that time is around 10pm
1st time... after owning it for more than 1 year
this is the 1st time i wash it... XD

吃苦的幸福

就像吃苦瓜一样
第一口咬下去，苦 ><
但是因为有营养所以你会继续吃

就像喝拿铁一样
第一口喝下去，也是苦 ><
但渐渐的，你会爱上那苦的味道
每次去咖啡厅，只点拿铁
＊必须付出代价，喝了之后会晕晕的，也许是咖啡因含量偏高


我
.
..
...
是幸福的～

怎么啦？

超人们最近好像都面临着同一个问题
那就是表面上过得好像很充实
但事实上里面是空空的
简称 - 空虚！XD
不止不止...
超人的各项能力不但没有加强反而变落了（纯属超人个人问题，不关猫女郎）

• 最近很爱哭，而且哭得很厉害那一种，阿猪和阿玲应该很清楚
  
• EQ变低了...猫女郎和hancock和multralgal应该明白
• 自信心超低，自卑已经占据了70%，而且还在继续飙升当中
  
• 开始很在意别人的看法，和以前的超人比，这有点偏差
• 开始有往悲观的现象，以前应该都很乐观，而且是乐观过头的
  
• 开始变得懒散，不碰书，拒绝查找课业所需的资料
  

不行！事态严重！
超人必须闭关，必须重新恢复能力
这样才能拯救地球啊~
如果超人都不行了那地球人怎么办？
可是我的假期好像过完了><




*努力恢复能力中~~ aza aza fighting!!!!!!!!!!

感动+感动

朋友向我说了个故事
我被感动了
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话说，有那么一个男孩
可以在发廊等了5个小时
就只是为了等一个女生弄头发
而且他们只是朋友
O.O我被他感动了
因为有时候就连男朋友也未必能这样子来等女朋友
而且是5个小时欸~超久的！
这是第一个感动...

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看了北京奥运的开幕
我又被感动到了
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我惊叹、我惊讶
2008个表演者怎么可以那么一致？
难以想象他们是费了多少时间和汗水和精神
才能有那么精湛的演出
他们让我看到了团结
我真的被感动了
鸡皮疙瘩都冒起来了
让我觉得身为黄种人很骄傲
而且第一次在奥运这种国际性大型的运动会上
能够听到华语欸~
哈哈~很难得哦

pissed

someone is making me to hate him...

today i went for brunch with my sis at a kopitiam near my housing area there...
so i ordered a curry chicken rice and so do my sis...
while i was eating and enjoying my curry chicken rice...
here's the story begin............................................................
suddenly 1 uncle come from no where and said this:-

uncle :aiyo... doctor also eat meat ah?
me :*blur.. huh? im not a doctor =.=
uncle :dont eat so much of meat lah~ not good for your health
me :*angry + blood pressure going up and up
sis :*trying to laugh and pretend we wont be eating chicken anymore

uncle walkaway... and so i talk to my sis...
me : can i use Article 5 to 13 and sue him?
sis : *blur... huh?
me : human rights...
sis : aih.. this is not the 1st time already...
sis :last time i went here with sis... he also said something like this...
me : he is too free is it? =.=

sigh... i wanna enjoy my meal also cannot
UNCLE... WHY ARE YOU SO GEH POH?
i think he is too free and got nothing to do...
people wanna eat what he also wanna take control...
and he thought that all of my father's children are studying medic =.=
make me pissed off....
and he is making me to hate him... MORE

不好笑

“哎呀，我不要伤到你的自尊心”
咦？怎么突然这么客气了？
殊不知，它已经被你伤得体无完肤了？
应该不会介意你在划多几刀吧！


1940...妈打电话来，问我为什么不过去阿姨家吃晚餐
我随便回了妈说因为怕很迟回，所以不去了
其实，另有原因的...


我不拿别人的弱点或者缺点来开玩笑
因为我知道那感觉真得不好受
虽然会故作不在意，以笑代过
但是心里的难受是谁也不了解的
如果你有试过这种感觉
我希望你可以不拿它来开玩笑
如果你没试过
我希望你能尝试明白


是不是没有画在脸上的悲伤就不是悲伤?

现在的感觉就像这首歌的歌词一样

致：阿猪和阿玲

给你们的^^希望你们看得明
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没什么，只是很谢谢你们
谢谢你们让我还感觉到
因为那感觉我好像不要了
阿猪啊
我觉得有点不好意思
让你整晚陪我站在路旁
然后做了一些很“下衰”的事
但我真的很感激你陪了我一整晚
至少我没有一个人啦
你不要觉得自己每次都说错话
你没有错，不要自责了，好吗？
阿玲啊
你也要撑下去啊
下次你需要我的时候
我会马上“飞”去找你的 XD
我会尝试听你的
慢慢学会保护自己
但如果我忘了，你要记得保护我哦
总觉得这门功课好难哦


谢谢你们啦 *抱抱~

I want to...

mid term break is coming soon... but before that
i have contract paper... and i dont know what i need to study
(gosh.. im wasting my parents' $$.. or should i say government $$?)
but i started to plan on what i want to do during my mid term break
(never ever think that it is a long break.. it's only 1 week ><)

what i want to do during the holiday?
i will choose 1 day... and carry out all the plan...
not a big big plan or what...
but just to satisfy myself and let myself get use to it ^^


1. watch movies alone in the cinema
(i never try this before... i think it will be a different experience)

2. go karaoke all by myself
(at least i can sing for the whole 3hours XD)

3. i want to disappear for 24hours... no sms or phone call or anything
(1day is quite long.. my dad will worry.. especially when they dont know where am i)

4. spend the afternoon at a coffee shop and enjoy the afternoon all alone
(i want to occupy the afternoon la... that afternoon belongs to me XD)

5. go PD with nobody
(dont think this will success... flying kancil use petrol okay not water T.T)


hope that my holiday will shines... ^^
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STUDY STUDY!! then only can go out play ^^

鱼儿鱼儿水中游

当鱼儿在水中游来游去的时候
有谁曾经发现它其实偷偷地在哭泣？
你不懂...他也不懂...
只有我懂
鱼儿已经很累了
有谁愿意把它给煮来吃？
好让它结束这一切烦人的事情
还是有哪位好心人
愿意拭去鱼儿的泪水
愿意安慰它、倾听它诉说
但鱼儿发现啊
人类不再听它说
不知道是人类不明白它的语言
还是人类对鱼儿不再感兴趣了

deaf or blind?

well...i woke up quite early today...
actually i didnt sleep well for the whole night..
guess is because of the BMY paper...
i dont think that i prepare well for that
because i keep on forgotten that im having that exam on today XD

today was a good day for you to sleep...
because it's a rainy day... cold and nice weather
but unfortunately we have BMY paper at 9am
as usual... i drive to campus...
but today is not as usual as the other day...

my car was hit by another car

the story goes like this...
a car was parking there... when i reach the fosee carpark
the girl reverse her car for quite a few times
so... i thought that she is satisfy with her parking already...
so i park my car just behind her parking la
but who knows... she reverse her car again...
and the main point is... she never see whether behind there got any car...
and she just reverse!!!!
by the time i saw her car moving nearer and nearer to my car...
i can sense that there's something wrong so i faster honk her...
but... maybe the rain is too heavy.. she cant hear it...
and there....
her car kissed my car...

luckily both of our car got no scratches
but she did not apologize... never mind.. i still forgive her XD
just that i dont like the way she explain...
she says that she is reversing her car..
i was like =.=.. you should look behind and see is there any car or anything what

MORAL OF THE DAY:
YOU PEOPLE PLEASE DRIVE CAREFULLY
PLEASE FULLY USE YOUR BACK MIRROR
SEE IF THERE'S ANY CAR
AND SHOW YOUR APOLOGY

flying kancil is still functionable... ^^

opps...

opps... i dont know that i was being tagged...
until today i have time to read my friends' blog...

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Tagged by zhen long =)

1. Do you have a blog?
- ah boh?

2. Where is it?
- in my pocket wei -.-''' no no... in your bag XD

3. How long have you been blogging?
- erm...

4. How did you first start blogging and why?
- erm... God knows

5. What do you write in your blog?
- my life, my thoughts, my feelings

6. What kind of a blog is it?
- o.O? my blog?

7. How many hits do you get a day?
- erm... 1? 2? 3?

8. Do you have pictures on your blog?
- yes

9. Do you put your real name on your blog?
- why not? there's nothing to hide

10. Does everyone know you have a blog?
- i dont think so

11. What is your favourite blog site? Live Journal, Blogger, Xanga, or Other?
- blogger

12. Who is allowed to visit your blog?
- everyone anyone.. as long as you know how to read chinese and english

13. Do you want to be a famous blogger?
- erm... nope... trying to be low profile

14. Is it important that you go on your blog everyday?
- yeap.. because there are links that bring me to my friend's link.. ^^

15. Is blogging important to you?
- kinda... because others can know more about me ^^

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Now tag people :
*dont feel like wanna tag others.. sorry

走了走了T.T

天空阴阴的
是不是知道我把他们送走了
所以配合我一下
唉~我的心也阴阴的

上午12点04分
给了祯主一个大拥抱后
在下巴士走向crystal tower的那一刻
我深深的感受到你们真的走了T.T
以往每次走向crystal tower都是去12楼找你们
但不是这一次了

开着车子在回家途中
眼角含着泪了
但我告诉自己哦
要有信心
总有一天我们会再见面的

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我要存钱！存钱！存钱！

我爱你们哦 ^^ 你们要想我哦

凌晨2点28分
拖着疲惫的身躯，开着车子
在回家的路上，想了好多东西
想想这14天的一点一滴，想想一开始初次见面的场景
想着一起吃过的美食，想着一起到过的地方
这14天虽然很辛苦，很累
但和你们在一起真的很开心 ^^


保姆的工作已经告一段落了
但心里并没有感觉到松了一口气
而是含有着些许的伤感
毕竟14天不是一段短暂的日子
在友情刚建立起的那时
我们却要说再见了


但离别对我而言不是一种失去
因为我并没有失去什么
反而得到了许多美好的回忆和友情
我永远不会忘记你们的
波波，田田，刘祯，骆叔叔，小朋友
我很高兴认识你们
谢谢你们曾经在我的生命里留下美好的印记
我爱你们哦~
也希望你们可以继续在辩坛里
挥动着你们的翅膀哦
有机会我一定会去香港找你们
（嘻~现在我可以告诉大家我有朋友在香港咯~ ^^)


p/s: 小朋友，不好意思，没有和你道别，也没来得及给你一个再见的拥抱 T.T

走开！！！

现在很想杀人！！！
为什么每次都这样？？？
可不可以就不要让我知道？？？
因为我也不想知道
啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Quote: 我告诉自己无论如何不许哭 - 云镁鑫

小马尾

今天把头发给扎了起来
绑了个小马尾
结果？
朋友以为班上来了个新同学
=.=
不止这样
连接待组同组的朋友
也不认得我
T.T

加油！

真正的挑战要开始咯！
大家一起加油吧！p^^q
superman~ fighting!!!


*香港大学～我来咯～～

吃得咸鱼抵得渴

我依家就好似只骆驼
喺个沙漠里头，行唑好久
行唑几日几夜，都未饮过水
好口渴啊～～

但係吃得咸鱼抵得渴
既然已经决定唑
就要做到最好
晤可以半途而废
做么也事都好
都要全力以赴
晤可以放弃呷
就算无得瞓都要捱落去


*唉，呢几日晚晚都开会，我就快变成开会机器人啦～～
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掂晤掂啊我嘅广东话？係晤係好唏历啊？哈哈~ 畀哋意见啦 ^^

小开心

嗯... 已经有一段时间没有msn了
所以刚刚一在线
就有好几位朋友跑来
问我最近在忙什么，为什么都没有msn
哈哈...不过重点是
他们都不约而同的说很想念我哦
喜滋滋的，好开心哦

原来被人想念
是这样的一种感觉
有种幸福的感觉
至少知道还有人是关心我的
觉得自己是重要的

谢谢你们咯，朋友
让我尝到这幸福的滋味


*偷偷告诉你哦...它是甜的

迷路的羊

轻轻的听

静静的看

慢慢的感受

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*

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你听到什么了吗？

还是看到了什么什么？

然后又感觉到了吗？

我看不见[TA]

有时我听不见[TA]

更常常感受不到[TA]

但是我还是相信[TA]

因为没有人比[TA]更了解我

所以小羊会慢慢地走
不管路有多崎岖
不管路有多漫长
不管天晴或阴天
小羊会一直一直
一天一天一点一点
找到那片草原

面具

昨天的笑脸
你今天忘了戴吗？
太多面具
让你乱了吗？

教你一个方法
把所有的面具
都换成笑脸
这样不就行了吗？
聪明呗

your fairy tales

are you the cinderella?
or you are the fairy godmother?
for me...
i think im the mouse that always give support to cinderella
and always listen to her even though i cant help anythg 'cause out of my ability
or sometimes... i will become the fairy godmother
that help cinderella whenever she needs me

so... cinderella(s) out there
if you have any problems...
please come and find me ^^
im 24hours on call
why?
because i dont have my fairy tales...
i dont own it
even i have it
i will never be the cinderella XD
im the mouse... remember?
or the fairy godmother that knows how to sing
"Sala-gadoola-menchicka-boo-la
Bibbidi-bobbidi-boo"

把毛拔光光

一只鸟
一只从不离地的鸟
一只永远没有危机意识的鸟
一只眼里不会出现坏人的鸟
就算小朋友把它的羽毛给拔光
就算大人们给它吃的是石头
它总有这样的一种想法
或许下一个遇到的会是好人

91&92

91是单数
92是双数
很简单，对不对？

那91和92的距离
到底有多远呢？
是不是只有那区区的1的距离？

我想那距离
没有人比我更清楚吧

MIGRAINE ATTACK!!!

first of all... sorry to zhu, pig and babi... because i cant play badminton with you all...
and thanks to zhu very very much for fetching pig back... T.T

yesterday was a tough day for me...
i had migraine again... and there was once i thought that i might die...
really... it's very very pain... and i cant stand it anymore...
i wonder why i had it...
because i had enough of sleep and i had my meal as well...

after long thoughts...
i have come to a conclusion...
i had migraine is because of my lecturers!!!
why? why? why? you want to know why... why? because...
first... my constitutional law lecturer is a mat black.. and it's hard to understand his english okay
and my legal methods lecturer is a pakistani if i'm not mistaken and his english is 'fantastic' too
i have to be super extra triple focus during class just to understand what they are saying
luckily malaysia legal system and contract law lecturer are not like that...
if not... at the end of this sem... i will have a new accent...
which is the malaysia-black-pakistan-british english accent (what is that =.=)
(btw i like the "orang putih" lecturer... he is CUTE!!! i like old people~~ ^^)


Quote: 有时候不需要逞强，不舒服就要吃药，啊不然头痛药是要拿来干嘛啊
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p/s: 原来冰箱里有头痛药 >"<

雨

嘀..嗒..嘀..嗒..
下雨了

*深呼吸

嗯...就是这个味道

我喜欢的味道

超人之聚会

多久没有这样子熬夜？
严格来说，不是熬夜
是没有睡
本小姐可是连考试都没有熬夜的噢
可见你们的魅力是多么的大
可以令我整夜不睡


也许会有人觉得我们疯了
一整晚不睡觉
可是大家能聚在一起的机会
真的真的真的不多了
不过我还是有信心可以达到8次 ^^


一整晚都没睡
我们到底在干嘛呢
就是没做什么
一直讲不停罢了
可是好像还讲不够叻


有些话来不及说
有些话不好意思说
就这里说啦


multralgal:
听包小姐说你几天都没有笑噢
我们一来到你就很开心
听了我也感动了一下下
原来我们在你心中
是酱厉害的
不过你要照顾自己咯
不要一直勉强自己
追求完美，追求100%
适可而止吧
不要把自己搞到101%去
(catwoman也是啊)
有时候我很想把所有的事情
都告诉你
可是又怕怕烦到你
你都懂你的啦
大忙人
可是我真的真的没有把你忽略
你在我的心中也是很有地位一下的哦
(只是怕你会忘了我 o_O)


catwoman:
不要酱感动可以吗？
搞到我也被感动了
可是那份亲切感要keep住久久啦
然后不要一直讲自己没剩多少时间在马来西亚可以吗？
因为你是最后一个飞的叻
放心啦还有机会见面的
还有就是谢谢你咯
虽然你和阿隆一直zat我
可是还是很开心
不是开心你们zat我
是因为很久没有这样的感觉了
再来就是
superman是专属catwoman叫的哦
catwoman和superman要一起拯救世界哦
(很欠打的一句话><)


周子隆:
帮你改了名字一下
比较喜欢这样叫你 ^^
一直讲自己老
我们4个只是想法和现在年轻人不同而已
应该不是老了
(自我安慰一下)
大家认识那么久了
我懂你，你懂我啦
有时候就是这样的
认识越久，越不懂该说什么
也许就是已经太懂了
所以一切尽在不言中
还是一句话
那个XXX考虑的过叻
不过其实你有时候
会让我很感动到想哭
让我觉得你这个朋友没有白交
就像你可以从sms或msn
很简单快速地感觉到我不是很开心
然后就会关心一下我或者包容我的脾气一下
觉得你人好好
搞到我有时候很过意不去
你是特地的是不是？
衰人


最后最后
就是肥肥肥啦
他好像高人给我们启示酱
不过也许他见的人多
自然而然就会看到很多不同的人事物
给了我们很多忠告
觉得有些朋友应该去找找他
或许就能解开心中的结吧
想不通的事也会想通
不过肥肥肥好像严肃了很多
也许这次大家有机会坐下
认认真真的聊一些话题吧


-终-

p/s: 这并不完全是超人聚会，因为有一位不是超人，呵呵

good tidings

haha... good tidings...
nope... not yet christmas...
but for those who is concerned...
this might be a good news... ;)

*eh-hem*

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*eh-hem*





READY???





ARE YOU SURE???










cant you be more patient a bit??





ok ok... stop playing around ^^










READY



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I'M STAYING ^^

又来了，乱乱想了

我想做自己的主人
想不顾一切跟随自己的心
但同时考虑了很多很多因素
同时不想让别人操心

为什么这样难的
我很想尽快作出个决定
因为再这样下去



我...


是会


疯


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成绩好像放榜了
到底考得怎样？
我好像没有勇气去面对
还没去看
能不能去旅行？
真的很难讲
讨厌自己了

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Quote:我只是没有得到机会而已，我只是没有找到自己的目标而已，我绝对是认真的人 - 崔汉杰

你在忙哦？

msn好多路人甲噢
怎么都不见你在线呢
你总该上来说说话啊


看到你在线了
等着等着你来和我说话
但你给我的通常都只是失望
已经1个星期没和你说话了
你在忙吗？
没什么
只是想告诉你
我...突然很想很想你

我老了么？

我老了么？我好像老了。我老了！
总觉得自己老了，原因不是因为我生日变老
是因为最近总爱“想当年”，忆起了好多人事物
再加上最近遇到好多朋友，很久不见的朋友
就忽然间，“想当年”起来了
想想幼儿园的朋友，想想小学到中学的同学
又想想教会的朋友，营会认识的朋友等等
不知不觉就觉得自己老了
因为只有老人家才会“想当年”
再想想师长们，不在人世的长辈
我真的老了！
“想当年”许多美好的回忆
唉~岁月不饶人哦
大家要珍惜哦

我，真的老了><

what will it be this time?

what is this? hehe... this is a bear... yeap
this is my favourite soft toy... and it has a name
it's name is hooli mooli ^^ (mama always call it wooli wooli ><)
and it is going to be 4years old this coming august
why is it so special?
because... it is the ever first soft toy from papa (from what i remember)
when i was a kid, papa never bought any soft toy for us
but... when i was 15 that year he went london
he bought soft toy for us instead of giving us pounds...
but i love it! very very much...
whenever i go... i will bring it along
yes... even when i was in NS!!

and this is hugo... it is a monkey
as you can see it is hanging on the door knob
this is of course also from papa...
we think that he falls in love on buying us soft toys
hugo is 2 years old this year
papa bought this when he went for apec at vietnam in 2006

and this is two two
well again... it is also from papa
he bought this last year when he went to australia
two two is forever 24/7 in my car
well if you have a chance to sit my car
try to search for two two... hehe
but do not think that you can find two two
at the back seats
well two two is a koala bear
so find at some extraordinary place ^^

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well... i wonder what papa will bring back this time...
he is now at ishykawa, komatsu...
could it be soft toys again?? or should i ask him to buy kimono?? ^^
we shall see tomorrow
nah... anything will do... as long as it is from papa... im happy already~~~

变变变

今天是特别的日子，是第100天哦
什么什么100天？自己去想答案咯
看回这100天所写的日记
觉得自己像一条鱼离开了水
除了挣扎还是挣扎
也有一点觉得像在逆行手扶梯
有时想放弃，随着手扶梯而行
有时又想试着努力，到达顶端
自己看了都有点顶不顺自己


今天原本打算去eye on malaysia 的
可是因为某些原因计划取消
然后就相约朋友去海边
但最后临时改变计划
因为天空好想要哭了
最后去了喝茶
喝了咖啡导致现在还睡不着


最后的最后
问题还是没有答案
希望有一天我能有知道答案的权利
离开你以后，不管过多久
心里还是会有那么一扇窗
是留给你的

想对 [NI] 说

想对 [NI] 说声“谢谢”
当全世界只剩下黑暗
是 [NI] 给了我光明
点亮了我的生命
[NI] 聆听我每一个心跳
[NI] 擦干我每一滴眼泪
[NI] 让我有个依靠


想对 [NI] 说声“对不起”
一次又一次
我离开了 [NI]
但每当我回头转向 [NI]
一次又一次
[NI] 依然展开双臂
紧紧地拥抱我


想对 [NI] 说声“我爱 [NI] ”
因为 [NI] 永远都那么地爱我
因为 [NI] 的爱，使我有勇气面对这世界
因为 [NI] 的爱，我知道我不是一个人