真的走了吗？

若踏出了这一步
以后的成与败都与我无关了

若踏出了这一步
以后大家再也不会见面了

若踏出了这一步
以后我们什么关系都不是了

若踏出了这一步
想回头也没什么可能了

就这样潇洒地走了么？
似乎心里还是有那么一点的不舍
似乎希望有些理由让我留下

或许辜负了那些支持我的
或许辜负了那些对我抱着希望的
或许辜负了那些希望我能留下的

这一步...是沉重的

hide and seek

have you ever play hide and seek before?
yes?
but i dont think you know how to play this game

when someone hide at a place
you are suppose look for that person

but it seems that i've been hiding here for quite a long time
and yet you did not come

have you forget about me? :|
i guess im invisible to you.

太用力

醒过来的无助
只发现我看不见我自己
发着呆 的墙壁
一个人我看不见未来

做了选择的是我
我却听见空气笑我
从何时我开始忘记
回去那旅程

太用了力想挣脱
却惊醒这寂寞
学会用力忘了过去种种的难过

太用力想逃脱
太用力去思索
太过用力却不知所措

as long as he's happy. i will be fine

as long as he's happy. im happy

are you sure about that?

ya. pretty sure.

what if he's happy because of other girl?

err...

do you still feel happy because he's happy?

as long as he's happy.

why you never think for yourself? and just think for others?

i just want everyone to be happy

but i want you to be happy

im just a nobody =) but he is a somebody

谢谢你&抱歉

你不需要明白我
因为你永远不会
我不需要明白你
因为我不想要

你的关心会我来说
有一点承担不起
或许是这样说吧
在这一段时间
我暂时还不需要你的关心
谢谢你

抱歉
不想继续刚刚的话题
因为你想说的
我全都知道
因为我也曾经说过那番话

此刻的我，
只想一个人静一静

oo la la

oo la la does not show that i am oo la la-ing
im doing mooting report now.
both court and mooting competition reports
*i didnt manage to visit court and yet i have to come out with a report
*slap on forehead
plan to visit court after CNY together with sayang
but now seems like i have to refer other people's report
*bang head on wall
my lecturer can post in mmls saying that we must submit the report after CNY AS AGREED.
and since when i agree that reports are to be submitted after CNY?
im so lost right now.
and at first i thought i only need to submit the mooting competition report
end up he wants the court report and not the mooting competition one
*faint

didnt get to sleep well yesterday night
my turn to have insomnia.
i wish hippo that the sleeping fairy will give her good sleep
i forgot to ask sleeping fairy to stop by my bed too.
*slap myself hard hard
i lie on the bed since 2am and roll here n there until 4 or 5am
*slap on my forehead
and then wake up at 8am.
*bang head hard hard on the wall until i hear the banging sound
and my parents is at dataran now.
meeting pastor joyce and her family.
and yet im sitting here finishing the report.
*slap myself and forehead and bang wall. all together
I WANT SHOPPING~~~

ok. need to head back to the report. x_x

it's too late to catch me now

have you any idea
why the leprechaun is chasing after the rainbow all the time?

请勿打扰

暂时让我当只小蜗牛
躲进背上的壳里

可以吗？

等到我想出来时
自然而然地你就会看见我

words from planet krypton

eo zou loox iox nudi i iaue uiit?
dao zou huzt tuoq uamlioh acouu succiti?
dao zou huzt tuoq qseueoeioh uiese it oouiioh?
dao zou huzt tuoq uemmioh uiau eweszuiioh it amsihiu?
dao zou huzt tuoq tazioh uiau eweszuiioh it uoees doousom?
tesioutmz i eo oou uiiol i dao uale aozuiioh oose
eo zou loox iox nudi i xaouee uo limm nztemg cedaute og uiit?
eo zou loox uiat i an aduuammz iawioh hseau tusett?
eo zou loox uiat xieoewes in esiwioh i geem mile heuuioh iouo ao addieeou?
tesioutmz. i iawe eoouhi og eweszuiioh
ig aozuiioh iaqqeo ahaio uiat's uie eoe og eweszuiioh
goshiwe oe og ceioh temgiti os issetqooticme
cuu i uiiol i iawe eoouhi og iu.
uiaol zou wesz nudi.

说好的幸福呢？

说好的幸福呢？
会在明天来临吗？
我们在9年前的约定
就只差这一天了
明天我就21岁了


但我想我害怕知道真相
9年前我会很期待这一天的到来
但现在我希望这一天永远不会来

things happen for a reason

i asked for strength
and God gave me difficulties to make me strong

i asked for wisdom
and God gave me problems to solve

i asked for prosperity
and God gave me a brain and brawn to work

i asked for courage
and God gave me obstacles to overcome

i asked for love
and God gave me troubled people to help

i asked for favors
and God gave me opportunities

i received nothing i wanted
but i received everything i needed

things happen for a reason
-for me to be a better person